Don't you people find WILL SMITH sexy??!!..

Well.. I do..

He's very yummylicious.. hahha..

kuang kuang kuang..

Well.. I'm soo soo soo glad that that my grandad(yayi) is alrite.. I had the shock of my life when my dad told me that he was was admitted to icu last week.. I was speechless.. Scared at the same.. I was afraid that wat happened to Faezah would happen to me too.. Alhamdulillah he's fine now..

Hari Raya Haji was okay.. Everybody was lepak-ing.. Slept the whole day.. Well atleast after eating and eating.. Hahaha.. Dah kenyang aper lagik.. landing ar.. Hahahaha.. Bak was sick.. He was in bed the whole day.. Kesian.. Got back in Singapore at 10pm.. Straight to Nyayi's house.. Everybody was still there.. But something's missing... Hmmm... Oh.. Yayi's not there.. Different w/o him there..

And I missed the outing wif Faezah yesterday.. Soo sorry.. Would make it up to you other day.. How bout Feb 5??.. Serenaide gig.. Amcm set??.. Aku tau kau sentiasa on aje ah..

Gonna visit yayi again tmrw wif ibu.. Maybe Abiyan too since he hasn't visited him yet..

Btw..

WILL SMITH IS SO SEXY...

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

but again.. he can't beat my KEANU REEVES..

In skool now. No lesson for the day. Eh wait.. There is.. EVP later at 2..
Haizz..

Nway..
Ayah send me to school today.. He didn't go to work today.. He wanted to report his lost IC so he took the day off.. So kind o him to send me to school.. Went for brekfast 1st at Bukit Batok..

Somehow.. in the car.. we had a conversation.. about maktok.. He truly missed her.. He said that yesterday after his magrib prayer, he had a sudden flashback bout her.. He still feels that she's now back in kampong or either somewhere out there massaging ppl.. Sumtimes he still can't accept the fact that she's gone.. But we have to accept it.. He told me he wanted to cry coz he longs to see her and hugg her.. but he said guys dun cry.. haha.. ~standard~ ego.. I couldn't hold back my tears when he expressed his feeling to me.. I nearly cry in the car.. I rarely see my father like this.. and I have to admit that I truly missed her too.. I could still remember clearly how she looked like, the smile, the way she walked, the way she stood by the kitchen in the morning while waking us up. When we sat infront of her, she would automatically massaged our shoulder or head.. Such pleasure.. Haiz.. Eventhough its been 8 yrs since she left us.. she will forever live in my heart..



Maktok.. We truly missed u... Semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat.. Amin..

Hello 2005 and Goodbye 2004.. Hahaha.. I think I'm certainly too late to say that.. Oouh.. Wat the heck.. Nway.. These past few days have been hectic.. It certainly has drained out all the energy in me.. Projects, work, tuition.. Sheesh..

First of all.. Juz wanna wish a happy belated bday to these few people..

Juraj - 22 ~i think ar.. (24 Dec)
Hidaya aka McBeal - 19 (30 Dec)
Shafi'e aka JenGGo - 19 (31 Dec)
Fairuz aka Abg Hensem - 20 (1 Jan)
Shaheed - 3 (10 Jan)

and especially to my lil cuz Nur Farahin aka Ain Ketot whose celebrating her 13th birthday today.. hehe.. Happy Birthday!!! May you succeed in watever u do and gd luck in your new school.. May you grow taller and taller and taller and taller.. hahaha.. *Muax*

Btw McBeal and JenGGo.. glad that you guys like the present..

Its a huge burden off my shoulder now that the SA assignment has been settled.. Now, it time for PM assignment.. Sheesh.. When will it ever gonna end??.. Ouh.. I hate the farking PM lecturer!! He's always finding faults wif me.. Damn him..