Oh Gosh! Oh Gosh!

Its finally raining!! Hurray!! I'm lurving it very much.. *running ard like some crazee woman*

Its been so darn hot the past few days.. I kept sweating.. Even wen I'm sleeping, I still sweat.. And the darn aircon had to breakdown at the the very crucial timing.. shucks..

But all that doesn't matter rite now coz ITS RAINING!!! woohooo!!!

And so we did have a very nice little party for dearest ibu.. juz us.. Well I made the effort to buy the gifts and cake.. Nak harapkan my bros and ayah.. jgn haraplah...

I bought for her a tudung (thx to pipin i got a discount.. phew.. hahaha) and cordless steam iron.. haha.. a typical gift for a full-time house mum.. very the useful tau.. haha.. now she must ironed all our clothes.. hahaha.. rabakz... But she simply lurve it.. Too bad my uncle borrowed my digicam.. if not I can post ibu's very very enthusiastic face when she wanted to unwrap the gifts.. cute!!

I LURVE THE RAIN!!

lalalalalalalalalala...

Yes! As expected.. I failed my Discrete Mathematics.. Oh.. Wat the hell.. Wat do you expect.. How can I expect to pass when the paper is empty.. haha.. Yeah.. You read it rite.. I leave the paper totally blank.. well except for a few scribbles here and there.. Notes that irrelevant to DM at all.. hahaha.. I dun even noe where I got all those theories from.. Oh well.. Wat's done been done.. We can't turn back time.. And so.. Be prepared zaida.. to face the ultimate challenge once again.. DM!! here I come..

As for the rest of my modules.. fuuh.. I manage to pull thru!!!! Hurray for dat!! Now I'm looking forward to great outings wif frens now that I've got no more worries.. well except for my weekly IAP reports dat I will have to submit.. which ehem ehem.. I still have not started yet.. hehehe..

And so yesterday was nice.. A small get together with the poly mates.. Farah cldn't turn up and I think we forget to invite Kelly along.. hehehe.. So it was only me, Jet, Leena and Beng.. Slacked at Delifrance Taka.. Did a lot of catching up.. Hillarious stories bout our IAP.. I guess I'm the only one having a roll of a time for my IAP.. Makan Here, Makan There! "Wash eye" Here, "Wash eye" There.. whahaha.. They were seriously envy of me.. whahaha.. Can't wait for our nxt "meeting".. Dis time.. Dearest Farah.. You must attend!! We all miss you!! and... sumbody MUST remind us to invite Kelly along.. hahaha..

Okay.. Now I'm bored!!!

Okay Aisha.. I'm juz kidding.. hahaa.. Jgn panik eh sayang!! hahaha.. Hanya bergurau senda aje.. Takkan lah kite nak suruh anda belikan kite bendealah tu.. Mahal siak.. Tapi kalau anda nak "bendelah" ehem ehem tu.. Ouh.. blh.. blh skali.. Nanti kite tolong awak *hint hint* kan org tu eh.. wakakaka.. Jgn cabar kite.. Kite pantang dicabar tau.. hahaha.. nak yg mane? nak yg *toot*(u noe wat i mean bendealah tu lah.. takkan tak tau..) ke? atau nak yg *shine-shine* ke?.. hahaha..

Okie I'm done.. Gonna start "WORK" now.. Aiseyman... padahal2... haha..

Damn.. I can't open my eyes.. I'm so dead sleepy.. Believe it or not.. I'm writing this entry with my eyes closed.. Haha.. Yaya only lah zaida.. I noe Farah must be laughing and say "LIAR!!".. haha.. coz she noes that I can't type without looking at the keyboard.. haha.. But I did close my eyes.. nah.. actually an eye only..

Countdown to 6pm.. Haiz.. It seems like forever to wait till the the clock strikes 6pm.. Check! One and half hour more before I can get my ass out of this office.. Its seems that the time stood still sitting in the office with nothing to do at all.. I've been staring at the screen from 9am up till now.. I dun even noe wat else to do now.. And furthermore its so freaking cold in the office..

I supposed i can be very very fair werking here for the nxt 5 mths if not for my part-time job in Sentosa.. Imagine dis.. Leaving the house early in the morning even before the sun rises, take the bus, mrt, all the way to changi, stay indoor thruout the day w/o even seeing the sun, take back the mrt, by the time I reaches home, its already nite time.. ishk. I didn't even get to see the sun.. shucks.. Now I very much appreaciate my job in Sentosa.. Coz it gives me the chance stand under the sun.. whahaha..

Anyway I intend to fast for this whole week.. but today is an exception coz Ibu didn't woke me up for Sahur... hehehe.. So starting frm tmrw, I'll start fasting.. hehe.. Ape Farah??.. kau asyik ketawakan aku je.. yelah.. yelah.. bsk nanti aku start lah..

Aik??!! One more to go.. anyway I enjoyed reading Nelle's blog.. She kept rambling and rambling bout her life at werk.. Well Nelle... You are not alone!! We're with you.. We are suffering too.. I can't wait to get back to school.. Intend to go out with the slackers on wed.. Gonna watch Guess Who.. I miss the gerls.. So see u gerls on wed!!

This Sat gonna be exactly 40days Yayi left us.. I truly miss him.. There'll be a kenduri at Wak Wahid's house.. So I supposed I'm going to take the day off on dat day.. So aisha, if u guys wanna go out on dat day.. Go ahead.. But I dun feel like werking on sun too.. Hmm.. Nvm.. I've the whole week to think it over..

45 more mins!! I must pack up now!! so later when the clock strikes 6pm.. I will be the 1st to get the hell outta here.. i must hurry home today coz there is ugama later tonite.. Ustaz already commented on us for always PONTENG-ing.. haha.. so.. chow romano...

ps: the hint2 below is for AISHA only.. hahaha.. now and then she always keep on hinting at me.. so now its my turn.. aisha.. psst.. psst.. paham2 aje lah.. hahaha.. I'll reply to ur mail soon...

I WANT THIS BABY!! Haiz.. Bile ni nak dpt gaji??!! Aku dah seriously pokai ni..

PS: *Hint hint* nxt mth my bday!! hahahaha..

Well.. Today was the 1st official day of my attachment programme.. Hmm.. Its not that bad after all being posted to Changi Airport.. I juz had to disturb people early in the morning.. Those who were affected, I wld like to say sori eh ganggu anda pagi2 buta.. I was early today.. Its okie.. Its gd to be kiasu on ur first day of werk.. Must remember wat bak taught us when werking; the 3 Bs; Bijak, Bodek, Bijak.. kwang kwang kwang..

There were 8 of us attached to CAAS.. All are frm different courses.. and attached to different departments.. So since I was the only attachment student in HR department; I am so being pampered.. hhahaa.. I like.. I like.. And I got my very own desk wif a desktop.. woohoo!! Oh ya and a telephone too.. so kalau free2 kol aje ar pat office.. haha jakun siak Zaida!! And I had to dress smart coz I'm werking in an office.. And its so freezing cold..

Surprisingly I'm loving my job .. such as the environment and the whole bunch of people I'm werking wif.. They are all gerek.. Workwise.. hmm.. I dun think I would ever want a deskbound jobs.. It totally sux.. It was so so so boring... I almost bored to death.. My eyes were so heavy that I can't open my eyes trying to wait for lunch hour.. But maybe its becoz its my 1st day dat is why they didn't give me anything to do.. I juz sat there.. shake my legs.. haha.. Luckily my colleague, K.Shida gave me her password and I happily surf the net.. woohoo.. They really make me feel welcome..

So lets juz hope that the nxt 5 mths will be as wonderful as today.. Hopefully so.. I really badly need to go to sleep now.. Coz I got work tmrw.. yoohoo..

Juz came back frm visiting.. My cuz's grandmum juz passed away.. It was juz exactly 3 weeks ago my yayi passed away now their nyayi have left them too..

Weird.. My eyes have been twitching the past few days and org dulu2 kate, "kalau mata asyik terkenyit2, ada org yg nak pergi".. And yesterday, I told ibu bout my eyes.. then ayah told me that his eyes have been twitching too.. Than the 3 of us were telling each other that sapelah yg nak pegi ni.. My mum feared that it wld be my nyayi coz she has been acting all weird dis wk.. choi.. choi.. I told her not too think too much.. rupenyer2 cik subhi's mum was the one who passed away.. true enuff.. coz now the twitching has now stopped.. scary..

When we arrive at the pusaraman, we visited my yayi.. Sumhow i felt at peace being there.. mcm dlm ketenangan gitu.. Futhermore the weather was nice.. My dad says that its gd to go kubur often as it gives us a sense of "kesedaran".. yelah.. sape yg tak takut mati??.. jadi bile kite pikir nak mati mesti kite pikir nak bertaubat pe.. I totally agree wif him.. coz I did some soul-searching and self-reflection(aiseyman.. sempat plak zaida).. Lagik2 teringat ape yg Ustaz ajar.. takut2..

Then there's dis whole group of people surrounding dis kubur.. Jenazahnyer baru juga dikebumikan.. They were doing a tahlil for the arwahnye.. later We found out that the deceased was actually been sentenced to death.. He was hanged..Nau'zubillah.. due to wat? Wa'allahua'lam.. He was my father's fren's bro.. Haiz.. Its scary.. Can u imagine we knowing when we are actually going to die.. Haiz.. Its juz so so so scary...

Hah! Funny shits happens now and then.. I juz can't stop laughing and smiling bout it...

Anyway had a great day wif the gerlfrens yesterday.. its been some time the three of us went out together.. Did lots of catching up and hell ya we didn't forget to remind faezah of her past.. hahha.. cute sak..

Yesterday Abiyan entered my room late at nite.. I was still playing the net that time.. He was looking all freshed up coz he juz finished bathing.. He smiled.. and says..

~~ "Ida... Ida.. tadi kan... abg time nak balik abg tak tahan nak terkencing jadi abg aper lagik.. pecut ar enjin moto.. abih lepas dah park moto semuer.. abg terus ar lari.. skali tgh lari dier terkeluar ar.. pat tingkat 2 multi-story carpark.."
whahaha.. siak ar.. abg aku terkencing pat seluar sak.. my god.. buat malu je.. mat kampau terkencing pat seluar.. he even did dis action whereby after u relieve urself ur whole body will shake.. ahahhaa.. funny shit siak..

Hell yeah my bro wld kill me if he ever find out that I actually wrote dis in my blog.. Thank god that he never read my blog.. ~~ well hopefully not *cross fingers* The only website he visited when he's online would be "soccernet.com" and "howthingswork.com".. hahaha

Work was so very very boring today without the company of the usual crazee bunch of people dat I usually werk wif.. Mendak giler siak.. Luckily there was Faezah.. You're my life-saver.. Kau lah kawan aku sehidup semati.. in the afternoon, got called up to go for a meeting at asian village.. whaha.. last to arrive.. at last dapat jadi star karat juga.. masok je semuer tgkkan.. The meeting was okie.. Jackie told us bout the development of Sentosa, our performances, events goin on in sentosa and yada yada yada... boring~~~

He approached me... He was beating bout the bush at first and at last he asked me.. He said that I acted differently toward him.. hmm.. maybe I did.. after hearing lots and lots of stories from her.. Cleared up several things.. Well atleast u told me ur side of the story... now we're all neutral.. well dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki saya ingin meminta maaf pasal mcm terburuk sangka anda.. moral of the story~~ listen to both side of the story before making a judgement.. but wat the heck.. ni semuer takde kene mengena ngan aku.. its between u and her.. pandai2 lah korang settle.. like wat faezah said.. kite 2 dua chill aje lah.. buat pe nak pikir pasal bende2 ni semuer.. buang masa ajer.. enjoy dulu.. haha~~

Bought the bus alongside wif the beach tram uncle.. He's very cute lah.. Member senang hati siak.. naik bas je nyanyi2~ketawa2.. dah lah takde gigi.. haha.. sampai skrg terbayang2 siak dier ketawa.. den sempat plak member buat april fool's joke pat aku.. lepas tu lepak sak member ketawa sampai nangis.. hahhaa.. apek.. apek..

Then met up wif ayah, ibu and abgyus.. bought some durians and we went all the way to woodlands to deliver them specially to my dearest nyai.. yeay~yay.. So glad to see her.. Hilang sikit rasa rindu.. I've been wanting to see her eversince last week.. tapi masa tak mengizinkan.. She was surprised to see us.. Lepas tu balik gi mkn pat transit.. Haiz.. baik2 tanak mkn.. mkn juga akhirnya..

Huh!!! Guess wat?!!! I juz found out dat I've been attached to a company in CHANGI AIRPORT for my IAP!!!!! Wah siak.. Nak mamposss!!!!!!!!!!!! Jauh giler siak.. *Cross finger dat I fail in 1 module so that aku kene in-house*.. haha.. tak larat siak nak gi keje pat changi.. nak gi keje pat sentosa je dah lemah.. apetah lagi yg ini pat changi.. oh tuhan.. tolong lah hamba mu ini.. fail kan lah aku satu module.. hahhaa..

Kk... i gtg go start studying for my AT.. mati2.. adios..