i've been losing interest in everything lately. werk, studies.. i dunno.. i'm not keen on going to werk like i used to. maybe the vibes are just not there. there's nothing interesting that makes me look forward to goin to werk. i feel like quitting but on the other hand i need money. i'll be graduating in a few mths now. and i have to atleast gotta have some savings. i wanna continue my studies. well not exactly a continuation... its more like taking my diploma AGAIN. but this time its gonna be a private diploma specialised in early childhood. lets juz hope and twist this little "buntal" fingers of mine that i still have the interest when i graduate later this year.

speaking of graduation, i heard from a fren of mine that my final presentation for my fyp will be on 17th feb. its like 3 weeks from now. uurgh! die! i better buck up now. 3 weeks is gonna fly away pretty fast by juz a wink of an eye. and then i am done! well at least for this semester... i still have one more semester to go. this would have been my last semester and graduate if not bcoz of the blardy system security(ss) module that i flunked last semester. darn. but oh well. next semester is gonna be a one so rilek semester ever as i only have one module left. superb! i can work and finished up my driving lesson during my final semester.

i've been having dreams about the people ard me lately. especially those whom i've now spend less time with. maybe its a sign for me to start spending time with them more often. or maybe its bcoz i just miss them. i dunno.. *ponders*

was supposed to go to our "little getaway trip" with the darling cuzzins last sunday but it was cancelled at the last minute bcoz our two little cute monster got npcc thingy that they had to attend. one of them even had the cheek to not tell us that she can't make it. we only found out about it at nite when we called to confirm what time to meet. idiot lah u! haha.. nvm we'll just replan the outing again. make sure nxt time its gonna happen. kalau tak k.ida ketuk kepala korang satu2!!

and oh aisha, if u're wondering wat i've been up to last sunday... lets juz say i ended up being in pulau bantal for the whole day! juz like u! Heaven! haha..

life's been good so far. though my family juz lost sumone very close during hari raya haji. my aunt who was suffering from cancer to be precise. she will forever remain in our heart. the memories of her will always be remembered. semoga rohnyer dicucuri rahmat. amin

i spent the rest of the afternoon yesteday wif mr. long boon teck. haha. romantic you. haha. nah. i needed a one-to-one revision wif him. i was desperate. i need to pass dis module. i cld get expelled if i failed dis module. so i gotta do a lil sacrifice in order to gain more. haha.

meet up wif ninie slam after sch coz she needed company. went to town. ninie shopped till she went bankrupt. haha. actually the both of us shopped. then being the kind soul that we are, we fetch dee all the way from sentosa. haha. we're too free.

goin out wif the cuzzies tmrw for a picnic. yeay~ tak sabar! okie i'm out. oh btw aisha, kite suke lah awk nyer blogskin. ader muke kite. lawa! haha

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eh helo! so dis is my 1st entry for the year two-o-o-six! well juz wanna say happy new year to u peeps out there. 2005 has been a great year. though it has also been a the year that strike my family wif such a great blow. losing two of my beloved ones. my grandparents. i heart them too much. too much dat i always dream of nyai now and then. i dunno why. maybe i juz miss her so much. <3

spent the end of 2005 wif none other than the dearest bros. juz the 3 of us. sweet. they fetched me from work. off to town. i was hungry so abiyan treated us to breeks. then we went on a shopping spree. abiyan say just tell me wat u want. haha. heaven man! but being kind sister dat i am, i didn't take advantage of him. instead i juz bought a cd. abiyus too. so each of us got ourselves a cd of our choice. but abiyan paid for it. as usual. hehe.

i miss noreen manja. i miss dee. i miss the darling shamira. ):

i'm bored. both the bros is not at home. one is on the nite shift whereas the other one is in PA.

b.o.r.i.n.g!

i was thinking of quitting sentosa the past few weeks wen i got to noe about stupid reshufflement of management in sentosa. and juz our luck we got a erm.. blardy sucky guy as our manager. sucks. no dis. no dat. do dis. do dat. so many rules. grrrrrrrr.. however werk juz got so much fun in gantry. that i'm thinking twice about quitting. coz for all i care dis guy rarely go down to gantry. so he ain't our problem. furthermore i got great company to lepak and chill during werk hour. so i'll juz stick to werking in sentosa till i graduate and not now.

new year resolution : get over my phobia and get the blardy class 3 licence.
dats all i guess. the rest ehem. for me to noe and for u to mind ur own business.

cheers for two-o-o-six!!!