and soooo..... the pc is back!!! hah! but here i am updating this thingy using my notebook. coz why?.. well i have trouble connecting to the net wif my pc. the stupid modem is always finding fault with me. i'll just have to wait for abiyus tonite to reinstall the modem. chet! so troublesome.

i blew it. i didnt go for the interview. i didnt go for it on wednesday nor today. coz i dun really know if being an it trainer is my "thing".

seriously. i don't really know what kind of job i want. people keep asking me. what type of job are you looking for? i dunno how to answer them. coz i really have no idea what i wanna become. i'm so fickle minded. i'm so envious of people that knows what they wanna become and then werk so hard to achieve their dream.

well, if only i had decided what i wanna become back in sec sch, i would have worked so hard to achieve it. now its too late. wif a diploma in hand, a useless diploma that is. i still dunno what i want to do wif my life.

i need help! i need advice! sumbody! oh well...

oh shoot!!! i just got a call from gns school of business and technology. i've just got myself a job interview this wednesday. wat post? it trainer lah! hah! shd i go? i'm not ready yet. go! don't go! go! don't go! maybe i'll just give it a try. who knows? i might just land myself a job. insyallah. so yeah.. i'll give it a shot!

i think i'm really beginning to enjoy staying at home. its really heaven man. but ayah has been bugging me to start on my resume. coz he says he got some lobang for me. hmm.. i don't know. i've only just started to get the hang of staying at home and now he wants me to werk. but the pay is really good. i wouldn't want to lose this chance. well, we'll see how it goes. maybe i shd start on my resume.

went to tok endon's house last nite. it was kenduri cukur rambut/maulid. all my other cuzzies didnt come. well, its bcoz the guys are needed to stand by for the imf. aisha? she didnt even know that there's a kenduri. i was welcomed by the kecohrable amirah and aisyah when i came. hah! they are superhyperactive man. they just keep talking and talking and talking. neverending story lah the both of them. once they pop! they cant stop. diah, i wonder how you can tahan them man all these years?.. hahaha! oh. i feel bad. amirah still remembers bout the pact i made wif her back in cherating. i promised her that i would bought for her marshmallow pillow. and last night, she "tuntut" it from me. hahaha. okie. i promise i'll bought it for you k.

and today, i went to masjid ba'alwi for some volunteer thingy. dragged farah and ayu along wif me. thanks eh gerls. i luv u all very much. hahaha. and oh shoot! i need to go to ain's school tmrw to retrieve back her handphone which was confiscated by her discipline mistress. ain! u really owe me man! i've been goin to and fro ur school for quite a few times.

then maybe i'll accompany farah to her job interview. haha. i'm so free man. always accompanying people. get a life zaida. and finally get a job zaida!

noreen and dee

ya i noe i've talked about it. but wat the heck. just wanna show some pics. hoho. its just for my future reference. anyway wats the use having a new camera if we didnt camwhore!!!

then on last monday. we celebrated dear nad's 20th birthday. well it was a belated bday actually. that was definitely fun. it was nice mingling wif her dear frens. they're crazy. but i like crazy people. coz crazy people make my world go sane. hoho. and dear nad was sure a happy happy gerl. coz she got all her frens wif her. and of all places, we chose to surprise her at marina promenade's public toilet. hoho.

nad the hapy happy gerl

well but the highlight of the week has got to be the makan-makan at beach road wif my sentosa gerls. well, not all the gerls were there. but most of us are. dee was not there but instead sidi was there to take over her place. hoho. no dee, sidi also can lah. oh ya!! it was an advance bday celebration for rara. the she oh so tiny gerl finally turning 21. now aisha is the only one left in the gang yet to become an adult. hahaha.

finally turning 21 but still cute as ever

we had tulangs!! yummy. in fact we had 2 servings of it. the 1st serving was before aisha's arrival. we were so darn hungry so we juz had to started off without her. then when she came, we ordered another plate of it. wah! enjoy!

dingdong, me and noreen

aisha, noreen n faezah

the gang

i don't know wat up wif the twist thingy. but everybody is definite twisting alrite. haha

here we have dingdong twisting her fingers

mr. shy dude and us twisting

more twisting

and more

and more!!!

well, confession!! most of the twisting is done by urs truly. me lah of course. haha. my standard pose. oh aisha and noreen want a piece of nini's hair. proof? here it is....

aisha getting touchy touchy wif nini's hair

noreen pulling nini's hair

haha.. well, i had fun. nxt outing should be iftar during ramadhan or hari raya!! yeay. till then.. i'm off..

oh wait.. oh wait... i got great news....

I PASSED!! YAHOOOOOOOO!! ITS OFFICIAL, I'M GRADUATING!!!

next on the list, get a blardy job ida!

i had fun yesterday. like finally i got to go out wif noreen and dee. it was short but sweet. coz as u noe lah, its hard to meet them nowadays coz each of them busy wif their respective partners. so in order to meet them, must book them early early.. haha.

we headed down to causeway point since all of us were lazy to go to town and wants to head home early. had lunch at banquet. finally i got to eat my tom yam banmian. mamamia~ did lots of catching up. stories of these. stories of that. haha.. senang kate~ neverending story lah..

then we watched 'the devil wears prada'. i really like the movie. the fashion industry is WICKED man.

chill out after the movie while waiting for fardhaz. took pictures. and headed home. will be seeing the gerls again on dis coming wednesday. the complete gang. dingdong, nini, faezah, sher, rara, aisha, dee, noreen and of course myself. us. the sentosa gerls. well, some of us have become EX-sentosa. haha. cant wait to meet them. sure kecoh. especially wif wif the presence of dingdong and aisha. sure crazee.

oh. btw i got a new camera. i like. and i only had to fork out 200 bucks for it coz i exchanged wif my previous camera. looks like this raya gonna be more fun wif a new camera in hand. hehe.

u know. i was thinking about this particular teacher that i really respect thruout my school years during teacher's day. she was the ONLY teacher that i ever gave a teacher's day gift. She was my primary 2 form teacher, Miss Rohana. and oh btw she was my uncle's friend. I really like her alot even though she always made me stay back during recess. and make me stand in class thruout the lesson. why? coz i didnt do my homework. haha. yes. i was very lazy. she was very stern wif me in class but the moment everyone walk out of the class, she's a totally different person. she would make me help her to do some projects or decorate the classroom. she didnt even scold me. we were laughing and enjoying ourselves. she even helped in my studies. she's the best teacher i ever had.

i never did told anyone about this before. not even ibu. but on the teacher's day, being one of the enthusiastic students to celebrate, i brought along some samosas and chocolates coz we were told to 'pot-luck'. but somehow during the celebration, i was shunned out of the class gathering. nobody touched my samosas. my chocolates were obviously finished lah. dun ask me why i was shunned out. coz i myself can't even remember why. all i knew is that after recess, there i was crying in class. she noticed me crying. came up to me and comforted. i told her what happen. then she wiped away my tears, take a look at my container of samosas and took all of it. she took a bite and told me that her fav food is samosa. the reason why she didnt eat it earlier is bcoz she thought that one of the chinese students was the one who brought the samosa. then she reprimanded the whole class for shunning me out. she's the most caring teacher that i ever knew. she made my day. and bcoz of her, my studies improved tremendously. from being the bottom in class at the 1st term, i manage to crawl my way up to 4th in class by the final term.

so there. my secrets out. i was once a teacher's pet. but eversince that year, i never bother to celebrate teacher's day nor even bother to visit my previous schools.

and finally, after 13 years of not seeing her, well.. 9 years to be precise. since i left pri sch, i finally get to meet her. it was by chance actually. went to ba'alwi mosque for mlm nisfu syaban. saw this familiar lady and i could instantly recognise her. she's still the same old miss rohana that i knew. very humble and still beautiful as ever. happy to say that she recognise me too coz my class was her 1st form class when she just started out. we had a small chat. and she wished me all the best.

7 mths of mia-ing from the blogging world. wow. didn't realise that it was certainly that long. everything's changing within this 7 mths. i finally finished school. i turned 21. i quit sentosa, which i still can't believe that i just did that.

quiting sentosa was kinda of a hard choice that i had to make. coz sentosa have bring lots of beautiful memories to me. sentosa is where i met my most wonderful samseng sentosa gang. my gerls. and the gantry gang. they are hilarious. great bunch of people. but all good things have got to end sumday. and i ended it on 25th August. yup. i did it. i finally left sentosa. i couldnt stand the treatment that we got from our superiors. i hate werking in the sun. there is no benefit at all. we were made to work like slave and the pay sucks. we were not even paid double pay for public holidays. its rubbish. so i think i made the right choice. for now i'm gonna rileks until after raya. then am i gonna find a job. a stable job that is.

till then i'm gonna have all the rest that i missed out during my poly days. so in any case u guys need company, i'm all out. anytime at anyone's service. haha.