manic depression

thriller

2008-02-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

i borrowed a book called "welcome to hell" from the library the other day. interesting book. its about an innocent man's struggle to survive inside one of the world's most dangerous prison. And that prison is in bangkok, thailand. the author describes the swindle, his arrest and vicious torture by police, the unfair trial and the 8 years of brutality and squalor he was forced to endure.

and so, just when i thought living in prison is hell, i came across these videos in youtube.

its pretty kewl huh? they are actually prisoners in the philippines. im so lurving the thriller dance.

2007-12-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

the big day that all of us have been waiting for is finally over. our brudder, maui has finally gotten hitch to farrah. i'm really happy for them. "bagai pinang dibelah dua" dat is wat i would describe them. both of them look really good.

sumhow i still cant believe that brudder of mine is married. its like its only yesterday that i just got to know him. i can still remember vividly how i got to know him. it only took us a few days to be really close. he was the first brudder that i gotten close to. and how he forced us to do his d&t project for him. how he never fail to make me laugh with his ever crazy antics. how he introduced farrah to us. whenever farrah didnt follow us for jalan raya, i would always be his partner. and i know i can always manja2 with him even when farrah is around. he'll always be my brudder.

pahlawan jurong west

anxiously awaiting for the groom

the bride and groom
us with the bride and groom at the bride's side

geng motor paksa pakai helmet. hah!

the brudders. missing in pic is alif and shafi'e. and maui the big guy himself.

the ladies

the gents

happy couple

my dearest bro, i wish you and farrah everlasting happiness in ur marriage life. may you be blessed with many many children. hah! though you're married now, you'll always be my bro. and finally can u pls stop calling me cik! hahaha..

plz wake up my fren

2007-11-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

I hadn't been sleeping real well. One of my best guy friend is in the hospital fighting for his life. My heart sank when I saw him laying motionlessly on the hospital bed. I couldnt control my tears. I left the room the minute after i saw him. I couldnt bear to see him in that state. who would have thought that he would end up like this. everytime i closes my eyes, the vision of him now would appear in my mind.

dearest shafi'e,
i'd pray for your recovery. promise us that you would get better so that we can hang out soon. All of us know that you're strong my friend. both physically and mentally thus we have no doubts that you can pull this through. we'll always gonna be here for you, my friend.

me and faezah are just about to plan on what to get for you for your birthday. plz get well soon so that you can rightfully claim your birthdy present from us. we want to celebrate your bday just like we did every year. plus it's not gonna be that fun without having you to gang up with me and mcbeal to bully faezah. we dun mind listening to your lame jokes. just get better! we really miss you.

SelamaT Hari Raya

2007-10-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hari raya was great as usual. Like every year, we 'lepak' the whole afternoon instead of goin beraya to the neighbour's house. We just stopped doin the visitin eversince maktok passed away. But we got tons of relatives visitin our house. We couldn't even sleep in peace. So what did we do? we watched my favourite channel 'astro ria'. And we played with mercun that sounds like a bomb! serious! I even got burnt on the leg coz my dear "bestfriend" uncle threw that thing right at me coz he panicked as the thing nearly explode in his hands. GILA!

Coincidently, most of us wore brown on the first day. It was quite a pretty sight.

rock never die.

2007-10-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

this has got to be my favorite performance ever man! plus they got all my favorite song all in one video.

billie jean

2007-09-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

when i was a lil girl, i was such a huge fan of wacko micheal. eeermm.. sory, its micheal jackson. me and my brothers would dance to the tunes of smooth criminal, black and white, billie jeans.. you say it, we memorised each and every song of his. every time his new vids are out, we would look forward to his new vids so that we could memorise to his dance moves and groove to the beats. And when ali show the pic he took with micheal, i was really envious and jealous of him. period!

I dun really know what have really become of micheal jackson now. he looks really weird. not forgetting he looks really really scary. but, no matter how scary he looks, i still dig his music coz they bring me special memories. so here's one of my fav all time songs.

oh yes. i found a remake of this song. its sang by chris cornell. well, he used to sang for soundgarden and audioslave. i lurve his voice. he sounds so sexy. and not forgetting he looks sexy too. *swoons* hah! enjoy!

Lari jgn tak lari

2007-09-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. Abiyan bought me a brand new pair of running shoes!! Next time I can go jogging with him.. Must get down to business!! haha..

Anyone care for a jog?

linkin park

2007-09-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

Linkin Park is back!

2007-09-06T19:28:00.000+08:00

LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhh!!!

*faints*

okay.. that part, i exagerate a bit.. haha! i cant wait for them to come back here. I was just browsing thru their website the other time to check if they're coming back and today i got the news! woah! i really cant wait. then i'll get to relive that moment at padang 3 years back. its a must to go and together my gig kakis which consists of my 2 bros and aisha, we'll rock with LINKIN PARK! yeaaaaah! \m/

"abg, abg... blh lah bang..."

home sweet home

2007-08-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

days come and go really fast nowadays. its been 3 months i've started school. and glad to say i'm doing quite well. alhamdullilah.. however i really would like the time to be fast forward so that i can finish up my course real soon. this course has certainly been draining me out.

well, i missed out on hafizah's birthday bbq last saturday. i didn't have any kakis to go with. abiyus went to kl and the rest of the cuzzies cldn't make it too.. so i stayed home the whole day and well, watch movies over in the internet. i truly wonder why people keep complaining that they hate staying at home, staying at home is boring and staying home sucks. you just have to find things to do at home. and trust me, there are tons of it etc doing housework, watching dvds, sleeping. but for me, i'd rather skip out doing the housework, let's just say its not my forte so i'll leave it to the expert aka ibu. haha..

sunday was spent with the dearest shamira. we went shopping!! well, she did.. i was just simply being her advisor. oh her sis tagged along. after such long time, i finally met up with kak sheera. simply gorgeous as ever. she hasn't change a bit all these while. and still funny as ever. we spent the whole day searching for her stuff. we thought of catching a movie but it was getting late so we gave it a miss. next meet up, swimming!!!

all those stuff i did over the weekends and i still haven't start on my storytelling preparation yet!! *panicking*

yeaaah rite

2007-08-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

a quick meet up with the babes just now. i had fun eventhough it was just a quick one. at last i got to meet with dingdong and rara. as usual we had our crazy talk. nah! make it dingdong's crazy talk. she and her hilarious story which kept us entertained like usual. haha. and yes, i finally gave dingdong her waaaaaaaaay belated bday present. glad you lurve it babe. as for aisha, present postpone eh.. heheheee..

class was alrite for today. we learnt about teaching phonics to the children. seriously, i was pretty lost. hah! it was really confusing. it wasnt this hard when my teacher taught me how to read last time. hopefully i'll get the hang of it. and i got B again for one of my modules.. yesssa!!

so starting from tmrw, im gonna start fasting. fasting month coming up, and i've yet to bayar balik puasa. plus i get to save money. and and and... im gonna start having morning run from tomorrow onwards. haaa.. yeaaaah rite zaida.....

happy birthday aisha!!

2007-08-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

its kinda early to say this but what the heck.. i just wanna wish my dearest aisha a happy 21st bday!!! wish you all the best in ur future endeavours and remember... i lurve u always!

marie digby

2007-08-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

i fell in love with her voice since i heard her rendition of umbrella on youtube. she can sing plus she's really pretty. and she can write her own song. wow. dats like a bonus already. watch her. perhaps you too will like her.

live the dream.

2007-08-21T20:28:00.001+08:00

im thinking of doin a new layout for my blog but im lazy. heh. heh. dat is just so typical of me. but hey atleast i had the sudden urge to start blogging again. maybe because my assignment are not due yet. bleah.

i read nini's blog and sumhow i felt that i can totally relate to her. yes. for the first time ever, i feel that i am really werking my ass off to achieve good grades for my modules. i've been constantly getting As and Bs for my modules nowadays. and seriously, the satisfaction that we get when we got rewarded for our hard work is really priceless.

ever since secondary, no, make that primary school, i've never actually studied for my exams. let's just say luck is always by my side. i've always managed to pass my exams without even studying. psle. n level. o level. you name it. and i managed to pass every subject even if its just a pass. "lucky miss zaida" yes, dats what my frens have been calling me.

everybody has been asking me "why didn't you took ech after your Os?" well, i've never told anyone the real reason. but the fact was that i was scared. hell yeah. scared of the interview session. you see, during my time, the ech intake was based on interview. i was never a great talker. so i practically raised up the white flag even before the war had begun. and that was one decision i regretted making up till now. and i chose a course that i thought would have a lot of great job opportunities. again. i made a wrong decision. i hate the course. so, in the end i finally got my diploma but my gpa was hopeless.

now, i finally found something that i have passion for. and im goin to continue to work hard till i achieve my goal.

dancing king

2007-08-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

well, all this while i thought no one could beat micheal jackson's smoothness when it comes to dancing. i was wrong. wait till you see this guy/boy. he kicks ass. period. haha.

and for this video. i just it hilarious. smooth like a lady. haha. oh my. i shd be doin my assignment yet i've got time for all these shits. hah!

take a break, take a kit-kat

2007-08-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

its been nearly 3 months since i started my course. and frankly, im loving every minute of it. yes. the presentations and assignments does makes me go crazee and nuts but having a whole bunch of crazee classmates who makes you laugh all the time really make up for it all. they are the reasons i dun dread goin to school everyday. i really enjoyed bein with them. evnthough some of our age gap are really far apart, we get along pretty well.

and i had my practicum 2 weeks ago. i lurve my kids. they are the sweetest bunch ever. i think i am really gonna enjoy doin this. im glad i've found my true calling. i've finally found what i've been searching for all this while. i cant wait for my course to be over and start teaching. i've got pics of my darlings but i'm lazy to upload. heh.

after the practicum, i had a one week break. phew. stayed home the entire werk. i really need that break. school has been exhausting. so this is the time for me to finally break a leg and chill at home. no essay. no presentation. no observation. just chillin...

i guess i have been missing out alot on my friends lately. im starting to miss all of em. the one that i've been seeing alot lately is shamira. and im glad we did. we've been missing out on each other recently. hmmm i wanted to go out but then again i wld have to think twice coz im officially broke. its not fun goin out without any ke-chiing rite? so rakan-rakan sekalian, faham-faham aje lah eh.

konsert ROCK.... LIVE!

2007-08-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

the constant coughing and sneezing has certainly drained me out. urgh. i hate to be sick. i feel so weak. i feel so sick. i feel lethargic. and my throat is killing me. dear me, please get well soon.

on a happier note, last saturday was a blast. maybe i got the coughing due to too much shouting last saturday? perhaps. haha. well, me and the family went to konsert rock live! at esplanade. it was totally awesome as expected! with great artist line-up of moliano(lovehunters), amy search, ella, malex and man kidal n frens, it was worth every penny. plus its a 3 hour plus show. and the best part was that we were on the front row. we got to see the rockers so up close and personal. and yes they wave back at us. though my eardrums hurt a little from the close stereos.

man kidal was awesome-ness and kewl-ness! all hail to the the god of guitar malay rock! he could really 'gentel' the guitar like malmsteen. my uncle was at the edge of his seat. he's a great fan of man kidal. and instead of doin the rock hand gesture, he did the surfer hand gesture. hahaha.. hilarious! his band was great. I cldn't take my eyes of the bassist. no. he's not handsome at all. its just that i cldn't take my eyes off the way he played the bass. fuuuh.. power. i dunno, i've always had things for bassist player. i just find them really kewl. *chuckles* and yes... the drummer *melts*

ella was beautiful and she's pretty energetic for her age. come on.. she's coming 41 of age okie and yet she could still jump here and there non-stop for a full 1/2 hour. plus she lookS like she's in her mid 20s. she's simply gorgeous.

amy search is the epitome of kewlness. his presence alone could steal the whole show away. Isabella is a must sing song . I find myself singing isabella a little too loudly. well, i just love that song. I could feel myself melting slowly to the ground when amy sang that song... i love it.

but my most fave of all is the finale where everyone sang 'ku ukir namamu' by lovehunters. simply amazing. great choice of song for a finale.

amy search hopes that he would one day held a gig for search in singapore. well, i'd be waiting for that day. I'm such a huge fan of them. and maybe i could ask ayah to contact pakcik yazid, the drummer for a free tix.*winks*

missin her

2007-07-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of her last night. nyai. i really miss her alot. and today in the car, i heard the song from avril lavigne. i teared up a bit hearing dat songs.the lyric is so so touching. when i hear the song, i think about my late grandparents.

make me young again..

2007-05-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

sumhow im so not lookin forward to my birthday dis year coz

1) im getting older :( ~however im still young at heart
2) i got like 3 assignments to present & submit right after my bday *faints*

brainiac

2007-05-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

just a random entry here.

i watch a show called braniac at art central. i must say the show really caught my attention. it was hilarious. the way they did their experiments were funny.

fact no 1: the pain factor of plucking ur nostril hair is 10/10. compared to other facial hair being plucked. (the guy was swearing mailto:!@$#^%$ wen it was being plucked out. haha)

fact no 2: the next time u're caught in the rain, walk. dun run. u'll get drenched faster if u run.

fact no 3: no. ur stomach will not explode if u drink coke with popping candy. (e one dat make pop sounds wen u put it in ur mouth)

fact no 4: wen u're stuck at home during a riot, go to the kitchen n get urself a wok. it really comes in handy. it can do wonders. it can really save ur life. serious.

watch it. they'll come up wif really wacky, interesting experiments that u'll never think of. every tue, 10pm on arts central.

and while u're at it, watch planet earth on wed at 10pm. wonderful show. wow. i didnt know arts central got plenty of good shows. hah!

exciting week

2007-04-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

i am bored. but i seriously need to stay home coz i'm short of ke-ching! it sucks. really. on the part where i'm short in cash. i cant buy stuffs. u noe. its been such a long time since i last went shopping. tell me. which girl can survive without shopping? my wardrobe seriously needs to be overhaul. hah! everytime i wanna go out, i would stare at my wardrobe and goes hmmmmmm.... hrmmmm.. eeerrmmmm... ~oh gosh

school is starting soon. i'm quite nervous actually. will i be able to cope? am i goin to slack? did i make the rite decision? i have to make it thru. hopefully. insyallah.

my convocation is coming up soon. i will have to don the graduation attire. the last time i wore that was when i graduated from kindergarten. hahaha. i looked cute okay.

last week was fun. met up wif the different cliques.
-poly babes. yes. leena is back. she's still crazee as ever. her stories of india are hilarious.
-yantee dearie n family. ibu's bday. bought her a pierre cardin handbag. she is a happy woman.
-mira lolo. we watch hindi movie. tara rum pum. i think. haha. nxt date: swimming
-mcbeal n faezah. yummy ice-cream. good music. wat more cld i ask for?

soon on the list : sentosa babes!! i miss all of ya.

career path

2007-04-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

after contemplating for such a loooooooooooooong period of time (well even when i was still in poly), its time to finally end my "TALK ONLY, NO ACTION". i've registered myself for a specialist diploma in early childhood. i've already decide on my path. wats urs?

laughter is contagious

2007-04-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

and i thought my laughter was contagious...

wait till you see dis video..

happy bday bros

2007-04-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

a very belated birthday to both my dearest bros. toyol and atank. we had a mini-celebration for them out of singapore again. last year, it was in KL. dis year, jeng jeng jeng.... its in SENTOSA.

Majlis Toyol & Atank

it was really fun. juz the gang. a gathering for the tioman gang except dat abajid was not present. abiyan was ecstatic to see his name written on the cake. coz he obviosly thought it was toyol's bday surprise. got ya bro!

when the tioman gang get together, all of us still and will never fail to remind faezah bout the muntah incident and mee goreng mama joke. haha.

the thorn among the roses

the bday boy got kissed by aisha. well. nearly.

the bros are in thailand rite now. wow. mesti dorang tgh enjoy-enjoy sakan. its okie. abiyan says he will bring me camping at the end of the year. yahoo.

and oh ya faezah. the sabah trip MIGHT happen afterall coz abiyan has already began his research on sabah. u noe my bro rite, once he's interested, he's definitely in! haha..

deep shit

2007-03-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

darn it! im in deep shit. the ps2 just wont start. abiyus is goin to kill me. #&%$&@#^!@# die die

spent the whole day at the hospital to look after the dearie old man. the doctor has explained his condition to us. there is no cure for his illness but he has to take long-term medications to prevent his condition from deteriorating. he insisted on goin home today but the doctor disallowed it. bak was really disappointed. i could really see it from his expression. i explained to him why he wasnt allowed to be discharge. he just nodded his head and kept quiet. kesian plak aku tgk org tua ni..

goin to the hospital again tomorrow to accompany the old man. oh ya.. i chose the menu for his meal tomorrow. the menu looks tempting. he's havin western for breakfast, lunch and dinner.. muahaha.. i like!! and i'm gonna kacau baktok makan!! hahha.. chow

300

2007-03-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

go watch 300. the coolest show ever. i'll give it a rating of 4.5/5!! the graphic effects are spectacular! the soundtracks wow! the fight scene marvelous! and i thought aragorn is the kewlest king ever. i was wrong. King Leonidas is the kewlest king ever. hah!

plus you get to ogle at 300 oh-so-gorgeous spartans. *drools*

"madness??? DIS IS SPARTAN!!!!!"

starstruck!!

2007-03-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

guess wat!! i got to meet regine velasquez. oh gosh! she is so GORGEOUS!! i've always watch her in youtube.com and mtv. to actually met her in person. wow. i was starstruck. i even had to ask faezah to ask them for a picture. hehe..

clueless? well, regine is one of philippine's top diva. she has such a powerful voice that i got goosebump listening to her high notes. dun believe me? juz watch dis video below. enjoy!

is dis me?

2007-03-12T11:10:00.000+08:00

How to make a nur zaida

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

1 part ambition

1 part ego

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little caring if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

2007-03-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

i just wanna bite his cheeks!! can i? can i? can i?

being remembered...

2007-03-09T10:03:00.000+08:00

an old friend msged me yesterday. takde angin, takde ribut, takde huk, takde hek, out of nowhere he msged me. hahaha. well dude, you just make my day. coz now i know i am being remembered. haha.

makan oh makan

2007-03-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

i'm dead beat. i took a rest from visiting the old man at the hospital today. i just needed a rest. the old man is doin extremely well. i'm glad he's fine. result of the scan still not out yet. me and aisha manja2 with him before he went for his scanning.

my one and only grumpy old man

the other 'sick' person. haha

after bak have gone off to the scanning, me and aisha headed out to meet dingdong at town. met up at paragon. went for a lil shopping at fox baby for dingdong's three lil angels. haha.. dingdong chose the green stripe suit for the baby, aisha chose a striking ghed(red) long sleeve shirt for the little hero aka her husband-to be and i chose a cutepink stripe lil bareback dress for the lil beyonce-to-be. haha. satisfied with our shopping trip, we went to meet the guys at far east.

aisha was so funny. she was all ghed when she finally met hanafi face-to-face. her face was as hot as fire lah... haha.. maybe she just cldnt resist his unresistable goatee. haha. hanafi kept picking on aisha. luckily for aisha, hikmat kept on backing her up. after the meal, hanafi ordered us to line-up infront of the entrance and shout "TERIMA KASIH KAKAK HIDAYA" hahha.. dat was hilarious. he shouted. hikmat bowed.

aisha went off after that coz she had to leave for her class. fetch rara from the mrt. walked ard town aimlessly soon after dat while waiting for nabila. the guys keeps on goin round and round and round. me, dingdong and rara just followed them. nabila came. and off we go to our second makan session at newton. hidaya orderes so much food. so much food for us to stuff into our stomach. we were practically gorging ourself wif all those delicious food. aniaya lah dektu.

as usual our conversation will always have to end up talking bout mohd nor. haha. hanafi called him 'mat S'. we were like huh?? "SENGAU LAH SENGAU!!" he clarify himself.. hahaha.. as usual hidaya begin imitating dat guy. hanafi laughed till he ended up vomiting.. hahaha.. disgusting!! and the funny thing was that hanafi did extremely well in imitating that guy as well.. as in the way he walks.. whahhaa.. funny shit!

we were so full that hanafi suggested us to actually walked back all the way to town. we ended the day by lepak-ing at far east. comparing whose dimple is the deepest. reminiscing bout our school days. and i just got to know that hanafi is a walking street directory. haha. just name any street and blk. he can describe to you that place in full details. haha. no joke. he can even tell what place it is by just looking at the picture of the blk. got in the same cab as dingdong. drop her off and home sweet home.

so overall.. all i had to say is TERIMA KASIH KAKAK DINGDONG for the wonderful day. i had a blast time.

great weekend

2007-03-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

the weekend was definitely fun.

spent nearly the whole satuday at the job fair. didnt find any particular job to my liking. but did enquire bout some courses though. thought of furthering my studies. but there's tons of unis for me to choose from. too many choices. i still cant make up my mind. but then... i wanted very much to take specialist diploma in early childhood but well.. eermm.... aarrggh.. i dunno!! must consider it carefully...

well, the sunday was spent in jb. nope. not wif my family. but yantee's family. as usual, i just luuuv tagging along abiyus. haha. it was fun. her mum is gerek. we accompanied her mum to get some stuff for her 'gubahan'. then off to jusco. great place. it was like a food heaven. but most important, i got my dunkin donuts!! heaven lah!! haha..

got some bad news during our back home. the old man is sick. the old man has been brought to sgh immediately. hopefully the old man will get well soon. though he looks ok and keep on yakking with his neverending story, the doc says that he might have problems wif his liver. he's suspected of hepatitis B or even liver cancer. they're still running some test on him. gosh, hopefully its nothing serious. as annoying as he may be, i still love him very much. he's the only old man i have left.

long m.i.a

2007-03-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

okay.. its like what??.. one.. two months since i last updates this blog.. ok.. fine.. its more like 4 mths to be precise.. and this blogger thingy has become so troublesome.. but what the hell.. its not like i'm gonna update this religiously.. hah!

okay. so much for long m.i.a. its not like i'm sooooo busy werking my ass off that i totally ignored this space of mine. in fact i've been rilek-goyang kaki for the past few months. and seriously, i'm enjoying myself very the much every single second, every single minute and every single day. can i like stay home forever?. haha.. however if anybody would like to offer me a job, i would gladly accept it anytime coz i'm really in need of ke-ching!!! i'm dry lah.. i'm in serious need of vitamin M. haha..

the past few weeks have been a rough weeks for me. well, not me exactly.. its the people around me. but i'm glad i was able to be of help by atleast being a listening ear. i know i'm not that experience in dealing that kind of situation but hey.. i got my answers from a very reliable source okay. so much for watching k-dramas. hahhaa....

oh ya.. i got to meet a majority of my pri sch mates. it was sweet. in fact i still cant believe i got to meet them. we had a simple gathering on azura's wedding. and another one last week. we're planning another outing. not sure when. but for all i know, i cant wait for esnoreen to give birth to her baby girl. it shd be within this month. hopefully. for now, i'll just pray that everything's goin on smoothly for her and her upcoming baby.

okay random entry here...

and so... i've just discovered one good way of releasing my anger. well, i dunno if it werks for others.. but hell yeah it certainly works for me. i was sooooo pissed off with my bro coz he keeps on picking on me. i dashed to my room and for all i know, i was starting to clean my room. vacuuming the room. mopping the floor. changing the bedsheet. throwing away unnecessary stuff. mind u. it was already at 1am at that point of time. by the time i finished doin all that, i felt sooooo calm and relaxed. and i get this feeling of satisfaction looking at my spick and span room. i think its time for a make-over for my room. *note to self - clear the stuff on top of the closet*

oh ya... we'll be getting our new ride tmrw. cant wait. gdbye nissan sunny. i luv u always. hello daihatsu terios. welcum to the family!!

welcum 2007

2007-01-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

wow it's getting dusty in here.. its like eons since i last step into this space of mine. sumtimes i just feel like closing down this blog but sayang lah.. hehe..

anyhow.. life's been great so far. still no werk. like my bro said, "ni bukan menganggur, ni anggur dah jadi wine pon" ahaha.. rubbish lah dat guy...

so 2007 has arrived. in 5 mths times i'm gonna be 22. big number. and i've yet to achieve anyting in my life. am i a failure? i can't even decide what to do wif my life. i've always have the 'i'm happy, i've got no problems' expression. but deep down i'm panicking. everybody ard me noes what they want. me? i'm just so fickle minded. one moment i want to further my studies. the next minute i want to werk. wat the hell. make up ur bloody mind zaida! so for dis year resolution, its gonna be to know wat i want in life. as easy as dat.

btw i'm looking forward for the 16th!!! MUSE here i come!!!!!

before i leave.. and dunno till when i'll return. here's a video dat i really like. its a japan rock band. they are freaking great.

fairuz virus

2006-10-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

alert. i've got a very crazy cuzzin. he's very funny. never fail to make me laugh everytime we met up. and few days ago, we've been messaging each other thru frenster. i can't stop laughing reading his msg. it goes like this

A RoCK StAR wrote:
muker awak macam sedare kiter lah.
tapi namer nyer zaida.

pakai tudung pon samer macam dier.

Zaida wrote:
hahaha.. ya allah.. nyanyuk agak nyer sedare aku seekor ni..

tapi rase nyer kite salah org lah.. awak bukan sedare kite.. sedare kite kalau amik gambar suka buat muka "shocking".. gambar awak semuer gambar mamat nak step cool mane je lah..

lagi pon nama sedara kite fairuz. die bukan rock star tapi STAR KARAT tu ader ar..

terima kasih lah kerana tegur eh.. semoga awak jumpe sedare awak yg cute tu k.

wassalam.

A RoCK StAR wrote:
betol lah! awak ni sedare kiter, pasal kiter kenal. pipi awak 5 inches wide, face round and cute lite melon, senyum nyer no comment. tudung itam tu konteng yang kasi. jadi betol lah. yesh INI LAH MAK NGAH KU YANG JUNIOR!!

whahaha.. i cant believe he says that konteng gave the black tudung to me. hey i bought it hokay! anyway for your info, konteng is a madman from my kampung. otak die ader sikit sort. he would come to our kampung everyday when we were little. then he would eksyen2 to read the newspaper. wanna know why we knew he eksyen2 read the papers?.. coz it was so obvious. he wore sunglass but the so obvious part was that he was reading the newspaper upside down!!! hahhahahaa.. and we used to tease aisha with konteng. hahahaha..

i heart my brother

2006-10-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

i lurve abiyan very very very muuuuuch!!! he's the best brother anybody cld ever ask for. well abiyus is too.. but for now abiyan is the best!! muacks!

boring, hectic but fun week

2006-10-17T03:17:00.000+08:00

i just can't sleep. its already 3am and yet here i am blogging. its pathetic. i know. i practically rot myself at home. but i kinda like it. i got tons of things to do at home. its either i'm playing the computer, designing blog layout for my cuzzies or... ehem.. watch korean dramas.. hahaha.. i know. its lame. but hey.. i'm surprised that sumbody, other that me, is also addicted to korean dramas. hahahaha.. he's none other than my very fav abg sedare. ABG AJID! hahaa.. thanks to him i now got tons of korean dramas to watch. hehehe.. nanti raya ida return balik eh dvds abajid. luv u many many.

been enjoying myslf lately. hehe..

last friday went iftar wif the dearest bro. actually i didnt wanna go. but he dragged me along. asked aisha along but too bad she already has plan wif her frens. fetch yantee. and we had canadian pizza for buka. now canadian pizza outlet at pasir panjang is one of my fav spot for dining. i thought there was the only the 3 of us dining but then i found out toyol and raihan joining us. and they were like super-late. we had to reheat the pizzas for them but then the pizza gets cold again even before they reached. chet. buang current je panaskan. haha. after buka went to labrador park to chill. oh toyol treat us to 2 tubs of ben & jerry ice-cream. yummy~ haha. i felt like a lamp post sumtime coz there i am, wif 2 couples at labrador park. u noe lah.. labrador park kan utk couple-couple.. hahaha.. but who cares.. afterall i'm wif my favourite couples. im always comfortable around them. anyway who needs a man?.. coz i got ben & jerry with me.. hahaha.. :)

then on sat we balik kampung.. i like. and yantee tagged along. dat was really fun. too bad aisha was werking. we left for kampung quite late. and there was jam in both tuas and jb checkpoint. we even had to buka in the car. stuck in the jam. went thru highway and there was this bumpy road at sedenak. abiyus overtake this lorry and rite after we overtook it... the road suddenly has lots of bump.when i saw the 1st bump i quickly shout...

ida: DAH START!!! DAH START!!! DAH START!!! *hitting abiyus*
ibu: REDUCE!! REDUCE!!! REDUCE!!! *telling abiyus to reduce his speed*
abiyus: RELAX!!! RELAX!!! RELAX!!! *holding the steering real tight*
yantee & ain: AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! *hugging each other*

hahahahha.. it was so kecoh!! but it was kinda fun. reached kampung at ard 9pm. then went to ayer baloi to buy kuih raya. actually dat was the purpose we went back. to buy kuih raya. there was so much choice to choose from. then went back kampong. left kampung around 11pm. had our late dinner at pontian coz all of us were starving. and finally reach singapore at 2am. but.. we had to send yantee home first so we finally reached home at 3am.

and so yesterday spent the day doing the blog layout for ayu. i think her blog is even nicer than mine. amboi awak! lawan taukey eh!! went out at nite wif abiyan to pasir ris to collect cakes from my aunt. then headed to ibuyut's house to send her kueh. slack with abg ajid and payus. they seriously can crack me up. never fail to make me laugh. and that's when i found out that abjid loves korean dramas and movies. hahz! and so i borrowed tons of dvds from him. after that we fetch toyol from werk. hahz. and then abiyan sent me home and off he went fishing. seow.

oh gosh.. raya is in a week time. nothin's been done as usual. hahz! but who cares. even if on 1st day raya, its ok if the house is still in such a mess coz nobody visits my house on the 1st day raya. anyway we're not going to celebrate raya at kampung this year. its a pity. i wont get to see astro ria where they got great lineup of fantastic hari raya shows all thru the nite. i can just watch tv all nite. furthermore the ambience is juz different celebrating it here and over kampung. haiz. wat to do. bak's health is deteriorating and the rest have got no transport to travel back kampung so bak decided to raya here in singapore. though we're still not sure where exactly he wanna stay malam raya.

wat a wonderful life

2006-10-13T15:58:00.000+08:00

bak has gone back kampong. was supposed to followed my parents send them off but couldnt find my passport at the last minute. so i was left behind. poor me. had to break fast all alone. but its okie. i love the privacy. at last. no one's home. i'm all by myself.

again. thank you very much ain. because of you i'm kinda addicted to korean dramas. ain!!! you have got to stop influencing me. i need to stop spending time wif you for a moment lah. i've been spending too much time wif you. its not good for me. haha!

yesterday was ali's birthday. wish him happy happy lah. hehe. cant wait for raya to see the bruders lah.

and... abiyan gave me his phone. yeay! now i dun have to buy a new phone. he got a new phone for his new line so he's passing down his phone to me. saya suka banget. thanks eh bang. nanti bile adik dah keje adik belanje abg ape abg nak k. hehe..

iftar wif the dearest

2006-10-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

wow! its been 2 weeks of ramadhan. dat was fast. as usual, nothin's been done yet. preparation for raya is zero percent done. hahz! the house is in a total mess. baju kurung not yet bought. i dun think i wanna get any dis year. anyway, i'm not looking forward to raya this year.

its been a year. 11th october. a day i'll never forget. the day she left us. i miss my nyai. she's the sweetest thing. i really miss her badly.

missing her badly *al-fatehah*

bak is currently staying at my house. he says dat he'll be stayin till raya but i doubt so. i can bet that he'll be begging to be send home by the next 2 days. hehe.. he's got like this huge ego lah.. he wants to go home badly. he told tokcik he wanna go home. tokcik tells me and ibu. we tell ayah. but when ayah asked him if he wanna go back.. he would say that tokcik was the one who insists on goin home. and for that, we got a scolding from ayah instead. chet! he says that we "pandai-pandai" only says that bak wanna balik kampong. grrr...

but its a good thing he's here. coz we had a gathering. iftar at my house. aisha, amin and abajid was missing in action. the rest were here. it was kecoh. it was fun. payus was hilarious. he's just crazy lah like his brother. we took crazee photos. well they did. i was the camera gerl. hehe.. i juz lurve my family. my cartoon family.

haha.. yes. we are crazee bunch of people. i dun think we'll ever grow up.

iftar at al-majlis wif gantry gang

2006-10-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

so here i am again. late at nite. and still very much awake. chatting wif the dearest dee. discussing about raya. hah! she's taken over my task as raya organiser. let her have a taste of wat im feeling last year. very the pikiak! haha.. i still can't forget all the kekecohan. but in the end. its very much a success. thank goodness!!

vey much thank you to ain for getting me addictive to malay novels. even go to the extend of goin to the library to borrow tons of them. as much as i hate to say this. yes. i do get teary reading them. hah! how do these people(author) manage to write such a very sad story. but dun worry. i wont get jiwang just by reading them unlike ain and aisyah. haha.

went out wif the gantry gang just now. but only hanyut(yana), faz, esah and juraj turned up. oh well. the rest cant make it. went to al-majlis for iftar. it was kecoh eventhough it was only the 5 of us. lepak there. take pictures. talk crap. haha. enjoyed myself.

yup. dats us.

yana was fascinated wif the sheesha thingy. its her 1st time btw. hehe

and so is faz. haha

they are crazee.

adios! shd get some sleep. got date wif raihan later. hehe. gonna catch a movie n iftar together. maybe yantee gonna join us too. so selamat bgn sahur later people.

random entry early in the morning

2006-10-04T02:38:00.000+08:00

okie. its 2.30am. and i'm not even sleepy yet. i've been sleeping real late these few days. i dunno why. i just cant sleep. its either i'll be watching the tv, reading a book or watch youtube.com all night long. it seems that my sleeping times have gone haywire. i think i'm suffering from insomnia.

but the weird thing is dat i dun feel sleepy in the day even if i didnt sleep. hah! maybe its becoz i'm not doin any werk. but... hey!! i did some of the household chores ok. actually i got a motive for doin the chores.. hehe.. dats because i wanna earn some allowance from ibu. she says she's only gonna me allowance if i help wif the chores. hoho..

i kinda miss werking. but for all i know i'm not gonna go back werkin in sentosa. i am soooooo over sentosa. doin a lil bit of tuition here and there. making ends meet. hah! as if. gd for me ayah still pays my bill. hehe..

meeting up wif the gatry gang later in the evening for iftar. hah! i miss them. or shd i say werkin wif them. coz they are juz a crazee bunch of people.

dee will joinin us too. oops. i've not yet got her a gift... hehehe.. well, maybe i'll double her bday prezzie nxt year. coz me kinda run low on cash. hehe.. haiz. i need a lot of ke-ching!!! watever it is happy belated bday babe! wish u happiness always!! i luv u!!

wentworth miller is the man!!

2006-10-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

keanu reeves is history man. now i am goin gaga over wentworth miller. he makes my knees go wobbly like jelly. haha. now, thursday nite is never gonna be the same again. i got my hottie to entertain me. even for an hour though. but who cares. i can dream all night bout him. he's just so HOTT! with a capital h! haha.

the ever sexy wentworth miller.

my baby is back!

2006-09-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

and soooo..... the pc is back!!! hah! but here i am updating this thingy using my notebook. coz why?.. well i have trouble connecting to the net wif my pc. the stupid modem is always finding fault with me. i'll just have to wait for abiyus tonite to reinstall the modem. chet! so troublesome.

crazee evening wif the cuzzies

2006-09-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

hah! i know.. new layout again!! i got too much free time dat is why i can do all these stuff...

anyway.. moving on... i had a great great time wif the darling cuzzies last monday. thanks for the wonderful evening. it was kecoh! no.. very kecohrable!! ain is always the victim to our mischievious acts! haha!! so where did us, the kecoh cuzzies went to??.. hehe.. we went to singapore idol grandfinal result show!! hahaha.. i know.. kental kan.. but what the hell.. i had fun.. we were crazee!! aisha and ayu to be precise! they were screaming hady's name at the top of their lungs. seow char bo! hahaha.

anyway. hady did win! we were jumping in joy!! and he won by a landslide victory. wooaah.. not bad...

met up wif yantee and cuz after the show. her cuz is superfriendly. hehe. went our separate ways after dat. me, yantee and cuz followed abiyus whereas aisha, ain, ayu and ita followed cik subhi.

i definitely enjoyed the evening. must plan another outing eh gerls.. anyway here's the eyecandy...

me and ain

the three lil crazee cuzzies

me, ayu and ain. crazy us

our group pic rite after the show.

they rock my werld!!

me and aisha.. hady won!!

the final group pic. i luv all of ya!!!

my unprdictable future

2006-09-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

i blew it. i didnt go for the interview. i didnt go for it on wednesday nor today. coz i dun really know if being an it trainer is my "thing".

seriously. i don't really know what kind of job i want. people keep asking me. what type of job are you looking for? i dunno how to answer them. coz i really have no idea what i wanna become. i'm so fickle minded. i'm so envious of people that knows what they wanna become and then werk so hard to achieve their dream.

well, if only i had decided what i wanna become back in sec sch, i would have worked so hard to achieve it. now its too late. wif a diploma in hand, a useless diploma that is. i still dunno what i want to do wif my life.

i need help! i need advice! sumbody! oh well...

i got a job interview...

2006-09-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

oh shoot!!! i just got a call from gns school of business and technology. i've just got myself a job interview this wednesday. wat post? it trainer lah! hah! shd i go? i'm not ready yet. go! don't go! go! don't go! maybe i'll just give it a try. who knows? i might just land myself a job. insyallah. so yeah.. i'll give it a shot!

rumahku syurgaku

2006-09-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

i think i'm really beginning to enjoy staying at home. its really heaven man. but ayah has been bugging me to start on my resume. coz he says he got some lobang for me. hmm.. i don't know. i've only just started to get the hang of staying at home and now he wants me to werk. but the pay is really good. i wouldn't want to lose this chance. well, we'll see how it goes. maybe i shd start on my resume.

went to tok endon's house last nite. it was kenduri cukur rambut/maulid. all my other cuzzies didnt come. well, its bcoz the guys are needed to stand by for the imf. aisha? she didnt even know that there's a kenduri. i was welcomed by the kecohrable amirah and aisyah when i came. hah! they are superhyperactive man. they just keep talking and talking and talking. neverending story lah the both of them. once they pop! they cant stop. diah, i wonder how you can tahan them man all these years?.. hahaha! oh. i feel bad. amirah still remembers bout the pact i made wif her back in cherating. i promised her that i would bought for her marshmallow pillow. and last night, she "tuntut" it from me. hahaha. okie. i promise i'll bought it for you k.

and today, i went to masjid ba'alwi for some volunteer thingy. dragged farah and ayu along wif me. thanks eh gerls. i luv u all very much. hahaha. and oh shoot! i need to go to ain's school tmrw to retrieve back her handphone which was confiscated by her discipline mistress. ain! u really owe me man! i've been goin to and fro ur school for quite a few times.

then maybe i'll accompany farah to her job interview. haha. i'm so free man. always accompanying people. get a life zaida. and finally get a job zaida!

perfect week

2006-09-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

the week have been fabulous. times were were wif the precious.

last saturday, met up wif the dearest....

noreen and dee

ya i noe i've talked about it. but wat the heck. just wanna show some pics. hoho. its just for my future reference. anyway wats the use having a new camera if we didnt camwhore!!!

then on last monday. we celebrated dear nad's 20th birthday. well it was a belated bday actually. that was definitely fun. it was nice mingling wif her dear frens. they're crazy. but i like crazy people. coz crazy people make my world go sane. hoho. and dear nad was sure a happy happy gerl. coz she got all her frens wif her. and of all places, we chose to surprise her at marina promenade's public toilet. hoho.

nad the hapy happy gerl

well but the highlight of the week has got to be the makan-makan at beach road wif my sentosa gerls. well, not all the gerls were there. but most of us are. dee was not there but instead sidi was there to take over her place. hoho. no dee, sidi also can lah. oh ya!! it was an advance bday celebration for rara. the she oh so tiny gerl finally turning 21. now aisha is the only one left in the gang yet to become an adult. hahaha.

finally turning 21 but still cute as ever

we had tulangs!! yummy. in fact we had 2 servings of it. the 1st serving was before aisha's arrival. we were so darn hungry so we juz had to started off without her. then when she came, we ordered another plate of it. wah! enjoy!

dingdong, me and noreen

aisha, noreen n faezah

the gang

i don't know wat up wif the twist thingy. but everybody is definite twisting alrite. haha

here we have dingdong twisting her fingers

mr. shy dude and us twisting

more twisting

and more

and more!!!

well, confession!! most of the twisting is done by urs truly. me lah of course. haha. my standard pose. oh aisha and noreen want a piece of nini's hair. proof? here it is....

aisha getting touchy touchy wif nini's hair

noreen pulling nini's hair

haha.. well, i had fun. nxt outing should be iftar during ramadhan or hari raya!! yeay. till then.. i'm off..

oh wait.. oh wait... i got great news....

I PASSED!! YAHOOOOOOOO!! ITS OFFICIAL, I'M GRADUATING!!!

next on the list, get a blardy job ida!

i luv my gerls

2006-09-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

i had fun yesterday. like finally i got to go out wif noreen and dee. it was short but sweet. coz as u noe lah, its hard to meet them nowadays coz each of them busy wif their respective partners. so in order to meet them, must book them early early.. haha.

we headed down to causeway point since all of us were lazy to go to town and wants to head home early. had lunch at banquet. finally i got to eat my tom yam banmian. mamamia~ did lots of catching up. stories of these. stories of that. haha.. senang kate~ neverending story lah..

then we watched 'the devil wears prada'. i really like the movie. the fashion industry is WICKED man.

chill out after the movie while waiting for fardhaz. took pictures. and headed home. will be seeing the gerls again on dis coming wednesday. the complete gang. dingdong, nini, faezah, sher, rara, aisha, dee, noreen and of course myself. us. the sentosa gerls. well, some of us have become EX-sentosa. haha. cant wait to meet them. sure kecoh. especially wif wif the presence of dingdong and aisha. sure crazee.

oh. btw i got a new camera. i like. and i only had to fork out 200 bucks for it coz i exchanged wif my previous camera. looks like this raya gonna be more fun wif a new camera in hand. hehe.

memories are worth reminiscing

2006-09-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

u know. i was thinking about this particular teacher that i really respect thruout my school years during teacher's day. she was the ONLY teacher that i ever gave a teacher's day gift. She was my primary 2 form teacher, Miss Rohana. and oh btw she was my uncle's friend. I really like her alot even though she always made me stay back during recess. and make me stand in class thruout the lesson. why? coz i didnt do my homework. haha. yes. i was very lazy. she was very stern wif me in class but the moment everyone walk out of the class, she's a totally different person. she would make me help her to do some projects or decorate the classroom. she didnt even scold me. we were laughing and enjoying ourselves. she even helped in my studies. she's the best teacher i ever had.

i never did told anyone about this before. not even ibu. but on the teacher's day, being one of the enthusiastic students to celebrate, i brought along some samosas and chocolates coz we were told to 'pot-luck'. but somehow during the celebration, i was shunned out of the class gathering. nobody touched my samosas. my chocolates were obviously finished lah. dun ask me why i was shunned out. coz i myself can't even remember why. all i knew is that after recess, there i was crying in class. she noticed me crying. came up to me and comforted. i told her what happen. then she wiped away my tears, take a look at my container of samosas and took all of it. she took a bite and told me that her fav food is samosa. the reason why she didnt eat it earlier is bcoz she thought that one of the chinese students was the one who brought the samosa. then she reprimanded the whole class for shunning me out. she's the most caring teacher that i ever knew. she made my day. and bcoz of her, my studies improved tremendously. from being the bottom in class at the 1st term, i manage to crawl my way up to 4th in class by the final term.

so there. my secrets out. i was once a teacher's pet. but eversince that year, i never bother to celebrate teacher's day nor even bother to visit my previous schools.

and finally, after 13 years of not seeing her, well.. 9 years to be precise. since i left pri sch, i finally get to meet her. it was by chance actually. went to ba'alwi mosque for mlm nisfu syaban. saw this familiar lady and i could instantly recognise her. she's still the same old miss rohana that i knew. very humble and still beautiful as ever. happy to say that she recognise me too coz my class was her 1st form class when she just started out. we had a small chat. and she wished me all the best.

mia~

2006-09-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

7 mths of mia-ing from the blogging world. wow. didn't realise that it was certainly that long. everything's changing within this 7 mths. i finally finished school. i turned 21. i quit sentosa, which i still can't believe that i just did that.

quiting sentosa was kinda of a hard choice that i had to make. coz sentosa have bring lots of beautiful memories to me. sentosa is where i met my most wonderful samseng sentosa gang. my gerls. and the gantry gang. they are hilarious. great bunch of people. but all good things have got to end sumday. and i ended it on 25th August. yup. i did it. i finally left sentosa. i couldnt stand the treatment that we got from our superiors. i hate werking in the sun. there is no benefit at all. we were made to work like slave and the pay sucks. we were not even paid double pay for public holidays. its rubbish. so i think i made the right choice. for now i'm gonna rileks until after raya. then am i gonna find a job. a stable job that is.

till then i'm gonna have all the rest that i missed out during my poly days. so in any case u guys need company, i'm all out. anytime at anyone's service. haha.

great great getaway to tioman cum kl

2006-04-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

im back. after mia-ing for nearly 2 mths. lots of things happens. both good and bad. but everythings alrite now.

Bak suffered from stroke last mth. i was shocked. but luckily he's recovering fast rite now. alhamdulillah. ibu is also recovering from the surgery. everything is gonna be alrite. *feeling bob marley*

yup. finally went for a great getaway last week. the best one so far. thanks to abiyan and toyol for organizing it. i had a tremendous time there. every hour every minute every second spend there was worth it. we had an enjoyable time. now its back to the daily routine of werking and werking and werking. heck. how i wish i cld turn back time. i wanna go to tioman and kl again!!!

i wanted to blog bout it but im lazy.. heh heh.. u can go to faezah's blog to find out more bout the trip. but i seriously had so much fun. furthermore wif all so gerek and ok go kakis, everything went on smoothly. alhamdulillah.

let me intro to u those that went for the trip. and oh, we got nicks for each of us. hahhaa..

well, there's me of course. and my nick is "bam". hahhaa.. it came about from the movie "cinta luar biasa" as u all noe im the gempal one in the gang so that is how my name came about.

then there's the masterplan for the whole trip. Suffian aka Abiyan aka atank. but we got a better nick for him. its BANK. hahaha.. well abang+ atank = bank! the name actually suits him very well coz he's the account manager for the whole trip. hehe.

And there's yusuf aka abiyus aka usop aka busok! hahha.. i came wif that.. abang + usop = busok! hahhaha..

Dis is amin aka the charmer aka pelahap. he ate alot during the trip. my gosh. kalah kan gergasi makan. and he manage to get to noe a lady during clubbing. biasalah amin kan charmer. and bile suruh beli kek pon die sempat kenal2 ngan perempuan.. ishk ishk

Dis is aisha aka babyrazzi aka cacat. coz she's tempang thruout the trip. dat is why abajid came up wif the name cacat. its also bcoz our family used to call her chacha. so abajid say chacha+ t = cacat! whahhaa..Dis is yazid aka abajid aka the joker. need i say more? seriously the trip wldn't be as much fun as we did without him around. he kept making jokes 24/7.

Dis is Fazly Shah aka Toyol. we didn't really have a nick for him for the trip coz he was perfect. as in we cldn't find any fault wif him thruout the trip.

Finally dis is Faezah aka putih aka NGIGAU!!.. hahaha.. it was truly an experience spending the nite wif faezah coz she sleep-talked for 3 nights consecutively. hahahha.. me and aisha cldn't have our proper beauty sleep coz she kept waking us up in the middle of the nite.. hahahhaa..

Dis is us!! the fantastic8!!

us after karaoke session

during snorkeling

the cuzzins wif our air tickets

checking out from berjaya resort

leaving on a jetplane

in KL

bday surprise for the organisers

last group pic of the trip

the memories that we shared will forever be kept in my heart. hopefully there will be another outing for us. so ppl come on save money to go for another holiday trip.

i'm broke

2006-02-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

i just found that jason mraz is coming down to singapore for the mosaic music festival. but i found out a bit too late coz the tickets are selling fast and the only tix left now is the 68 bucks tix. i'm broke. really broke. my next pay is on the 5th and i supposed by then the tix would have been sold out. darn. darn. darn.

but on the happier note, i got a job! yeay! i noe i've already got a job in sentosa but an extra job wouldn't hurt rite?.. werking at the new place on weekdays office hours and werking at sentosa over the weekends. wait i hear a lot of "ke-ching"! haha.

so everything's been confirmed about the tioman/kl trip. the cuzzins except fairuz are on man!! plus the family fren. and my fren. hehe. abiyan wants to video the whole trip. so aisha?... are u ready to make a comeback for "BABYRAZZI THE HOLIDAY SPECIAL"???.. hahhaha..

well, i'm off now. going swimming wif the dearest lolo at jurong east. have a nice holiday people!

i'm free

2006-02-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

yeay i noe... a new layout again. can't help it lah. my hands are too itchy to do sumthin since i'm so free now. yes! i'm so free coz i'm done wif school. well.. not officially but wat the heck atleast i dun have to worry about exams and project for now.. hohoho.. furthermore aisha has been complaining that she can't get thru my blog sumhow. so juz for u aisha, i changed it. touching kan?

plans for the trip to tioman\kl is goin on smoothly. one more month and counting. can't wait. cepat lah march. cepatlah march.

oh. did i tell ya people that i went to oasis gig. i went wif abiyus, farrah and firdaus. it was fantastic. liam was cool. the way he sings. exactly like he was on tv. slouching. singing so near to the mike. ah i like him. but he got one big attitude problem. but i still like him. wonderwall was superb. and liam actually dedicated that song to us ladies. yeay baybeh! abiyus was sweet coz he kept looking out for me thruout the gig. believe it or not. maui went to the gig as well. hahaha. we were astonished when he called uut he's saying he's goin too. overall i had fun. so much fun indeed.

there has been lots of new staff at gantry. well mostly of them are malays. gerek-ness. all so sporting. all so kecoh. all so gila. hahaha. my routine for every weekend {wake up ->bath ->off to werk ->reach werk(most of the time i'm late) -> werk+laugh+play+eat+drink redbull+pinkchampagne+mineralwater ->go home/out}! hahaha.. i'm so lurving my weekend. hahahaha. so rilek rite? and oh yah!! plus give free entry to my frens coming in. hahaha. mampoos aku kalau supervisor aku nmpk ni.

lastly i'm so happy for noreen. coz she's now officially "tunang orang". i heart u lah gerl. can't wait for the wedding next. till then enjoy being happiest gerl rite now. i wish the both of ya all the best.

madness march

2006-02-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

i'm pretty psyched up for the upcoming month of march. School will be over soon and i got lots of plans coming up. Ayah has finally approve of me going to selangor. yeayness! faezah wanted to tag along so i'll be goin wif farah and faezah. double yeayness. and abiyan has already plan a trip wif the cuzzies in late march. triple yeayness. he's very the semangat about it. so far everyone's on for the trip. now we'll just have to confirm if they are able to get leave or not. for me? gua no problem beb! gue dah boleh enjoy!! haha.. so who's on for the trip??.. hmm.. 1)abiyan 2)abiyus 3)me 4)aisha 5)amin 6)abgjid 7)payus and 8)tadaaaa.. none other than the family fren.

but before i get to enjoy myself, i would have face up to one of the most important day of my life. i have to get over and done with my final presentation. its final. the date has been set. i am going to be presenting my project to a bunch of panels on 21st feb. shit. i'm so freaking nervous. seems like i got tons of werk to be done but wif so little time. damn it. and i've yet to start on my final report yet. uurgh.. looks like i can't werk next 2 weekends. i got 101 things to do.

oh ya! oh ya! i've just bought the oasis tix. i'm goin to the oasis gig wif abiyus. yeay! so rite after the viva, i've got a gig to attend to. oasis beb! we bought the free standing tix. hope its gonna rock like LP and hoobastank! \m/

*alert alert! i'm running low on $ke-ching$*

a new year

2006-02-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

a new skin to start off the new islamic year. and also the chinese new year. hehe. well i ain't got nothin much to say actually coz i've been doin nothing thruout the long holiday except for werk, werk and werk. yup! been werking 4 days straight thruout the cny. i was werking like hell whereas my loved ones are enjoying themselves.

ibu and ayah went to kuantan to visit a relatives. wanted so much to join them but they told me bout the plans too last minutes that i cant ask for off. damn! aisha was happy happy enjoying herself at wild wild wet and east coast. abiyus and toyol also happy happy go to sentosa and zoo. me?! werking like one mad gerl under the hot sun that i turned so blackish! eurgh!!

but i did enjoy myself eventually. coz i finally get to hang around wif dee and noreen. me and dee accompanied noreen till arab finished werk. well she's still the old crazee noreen. haha. can't wait to go to her engagement ceremony cum bday party dis 18th. only then i get to meet the whole bunch of samseng sentosa again.

hehz.. i thought i got nothing to say but it seems that i really got a lot to say lah.. hahha.. but too bad its already 1730hr, meaning its time for me to go home. yippee!! so long everybody!! byeee.. home sweet home!

future plans?

2006-01-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

i've been losing interest in everything lately. werk, studies.. i dunno.. i'm not keen on going to werk like i used to. maybe the vibes are just not there. there's nothing interesting that makes me look forward to goin to werk. i feel like quitting but on the other hand i need money. i'll be graduating in a few mths now. and i have to atleast gotta have some savings. i wanna continue my studies. well not exactly a continuation... its more like taking my diploma AGAIN. but this time its gonna be a private diploma specialised in early childhood. lets juz hope and twist this little "buntal" fingers of mine that i still have the interest when i graduate later this year.

speaking of graduation, i heard from a fren of mine that my final presentation for my fyp will be on 17th feb. its like 3 weeks from now. uurgh! die! i better buck up now. 3 weeks is gonna fly away pretty fast by juz a wink of an eye. and then i am done! well at least for this semester... i still have one more semester to go. this would have been my last semester and graduate if not bcoz of the blardy system security(ss) module that i flunked last semester. darn. but oh well. next semester is gonna be a one so rilek semester ever as i only have one module left. superb! i can work and finished up my driving lesson during my final semester.

i've been having dreams about the people ard me lately. especially those whom i've now spend less time with. maybe its a sign for me to start spending time with them more often. or maybe its bcoz i just miss them. i dunno.. *ponders*

was supposed to go to our "little getaway trip" with the darling cuzzins last sunday but it was cancelled at the last minute bcoz our two little cute monster got npcc thingy that they had to attend. one of them even had the cheek to not tell us that she can't make it. we only found out about it at nite when we called to confirm what time to meet. idiot lah u! haha.. nvm we'll just replan the outing again. make sure nxt time its gonna happen. kalau tak k.ida ketuk kepala korang satu2!!

and oh aisha, if u're wondering wat i've been up to last sunday... lets juz say i ended up being in pulau bantal for the whole day! juz like u! Heaven! haha..

sunday morning

2006-01-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

life's been good so far. though my family juz lost sumone very close during hari raya haji. my aunt who was suffering from cancer to be precise. she will forever remain in our heart. the memories of her will always be remembered. semoga rohnyer dicucuri rahmat. amin

i spent the rest of the afternoon yesteday wif mr. long boon teck. haha. romantic you. haha. nah. i needed a one-to-one revision wif him. i was desperate. i need to pass dis module. i cld get expelled if i failed dis module. so i gotta do a lil sacrifice in order to gain more. haha.

meet up wif ninie slam after sch coz she needed company. went to town. ninie shopped till she went bankrupt. haha. actually the both of us shopped. then being the kind soul that we are, we fetch dee all the way from sentosa. haha. we're too free.

goin out wif the cuzzies tmrw for a picnic. yeay~ tak sabar! okie i'm out. oh btw aisha, kite suke lah awk nyer blogskin. ader muke kite. lawa! haha

an evening with the hijjabed

2006-01-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

i found a very interesting video. View it!

two-o-o-six

2006-01-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

eh helo! so dis is my 1st entry for the year two-o-o-six! well juz wanna say happy new year to u peeps out there. 2005 has been a great year. though it has also been a the year that strike my family wif such a great blow. losing two of my beloved ones. my grandparents. i heart them too much. too much dat i always dream of nyai now and then. i dunno why. maybe i juz miss her so much. <3

spent the end of 2005 wif none other than the dearest bros. juz the 3 of us. sweet. they fetched me from work. off to town. i was hungry so abiyan treated us to breeks. then we went on a shopping spree. abiyan say just tell me wat u want. haha. heaven man! but being kind sister dat i am, i didn't take advantage of him. instead i juz bought a cd. abiyus too. so each of us got ourselves a cd of our choice. but abiyan paid for it. as usual. hehe.

i miss noreen manja. i miss dee. i miss the darling shamira. ):

i'm bored. both the bros is not at home. one is on the nite shift whereas the other one is in PA.

b.o.r.i.n.g!

i was thinking of quitting sentosa the past few weeks wen i got to noe about stupid reshufflement of management in sentosa. and juz our luck we got a erm.. blardy sucky guy as our manager. sucks. no dis. no dat. do dis. do dat. so many rules. grrrrrrrr.. however werk juz got so much fun in gantry. that i'm thinking twice about quitting. coz for all i care dis guy rarely go down to gantry. so he ain't our problem. furthermore i got great company to lepak and chill during werk hour. so i'll juz stick to werking in sentosa till i graduate and not now.

new year resolution : get over my phobia and get the blardy class 3 licence.
dats all i guess. the rest ehem. for me to noe and for u to mind ur own business.

cheers for two-o-o-six!!!

cuzzin nite out

2005-12-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

well.. the cuzzin day out or shd i say nite out turns out to be soooo much fun. i had a tremendous time.. Most of us turn up. Bravo to abiyan, abiyus, aisha, abajid, payus plus muharam and fit for making it happening! The show ended at 2am. All of us decided to have our supper at al-ameen before sending fit home which is all the way at woodlands. we reached home at around 4am. And I have to werk the next day.. Bgn tdo mata steam aje.. hahaha..

kingkong was power!! u shd watch it! it was sweet okie! I cried at the ending.. Mind u.. it was really touching..

Abiyan "the guy who pays for everthing".. hahaha

Abiyus "the guy who lets the guy above pays for everything".. hahaha!!

Payus "the guy who claims to be very handsome and step fierce only wen riding his bike".. hahaha!!

Abajid "the guy who dresses up like a bangla".. mat bollywood lah katekan...hahaha!!

Aisha "the gerl who is soooo pelat wen she speaks and let out a loud "KREEK" wen she laughs".. hahaha!!

Fit "our gerl version of family fren" F.Y.I toyol is our male version of family fren.. hahaha!!

Okay my face is not included coz i was the camerawoman.. Muharam is not in the picture coz he was super shy.. hahaha.. wait!! there's still more..

Me and Fit

Aisha and Fit.. Fit tak kuasa nak layan aisha.. hahahha!!

The only 3 ladies.. me, fit and aisha

Abiyus and Muharam "the gay couple" hahaha.. finally i manage to get a pic of the shy boy.. hahaha

I had fun at werk as usual. It was raining at ard 3pm so i slacked and relax wif Juraj and Lokman at booth 3 till it stopped raining but it turns out that it rained all e way till they finished werk. syiok lah.. and i learned to how to do counter. So very gerek sey. I think i wanna request for counter next roster. so i wont have to go tanning again.. oh ya.. let me introduce one crazee gerl.. she always cracked me up wif her stupidness.. hahaha..

Dis is kaining! she is very cute! hahaha

okie.. i got skool tmrw.. chow romano!

happy happy gerl

2005-12-16T10:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! now why am i so happy??.. well.. well.. well.. its because my interim presentation is over..last wednesday.. LIKE FINALLY! now the stress is over. i can now duduk goyang kaki lepak lepak again. yeayness.. And my project is done in only one day.. hahahaha.. i didn't show any demo coz "tadaaaaa" i got errors in all the pages. wuahahaha.. but they were satisfied wif the result.. they only told me to buck up. PHEW!

then off to meet ibu after the presentation. we went to visit Wak Nah. She's been admitted to SGH again. This time it looks more serious. The doctor gave her morphin to relieve the pain. It was heartwrenching to see her in that state. The doctor told us that she may only have about 2 more mths to live as her condition has reached to the most critical stage. Her cancer has spread from her breast to her bones, brain and now lungs. She has difficulty breathing and needs oxygen mask to assist in her breathing. Well, I just hope that there's a miracle, for me and my family will not not stop praying for her. Hoping that she might get well soon. Coz that was what she told me to do when I kissed her before going home.

And so yesterday finally met up wif mcbeal after such a long time. Went to town to meet mcbeal and faezah after i submitted my interim report. Finally ate the fried mars wif ice cream. Yummy! Yummy! Then ate at ayam penyet. Ok it is very the nice lah. Sedap skali.. slack at heeren afterwards to pass time.. Oh ya.. Mcbeal bought Z250i.. okie.. I like the phone u noe.. Very much.. OnceI hold the phone I can't seem to return it back to her. but no matter how much I lurve her phone.. I still wanna buy sony erisson W550i!!! hehehe.. We took pics of course wif her phone. I had fun! Next we watch movie k?

Me and Mcbeal

Me and Faezah

Okie okie.. I just booked 6 tickets to Kingkong the movie. Thru online meaning I got credit card baybeh!! hahaha.. nah.. its not mine.. it's abiyan's.. Well.. watever it is I can't wait for tonite! Meeting the cuzzin for a movie date! yeeha!

For now.. I'm leaving project room early.. I wanna meet ibu and bibikat bugis and then off to SGH again. I wanna play wif Aqil and Anik!.. the adorable nephews.. btw Anik looks exactly like mini-me!! hahaha.. soo cute!! so looooooooong!!

Sibblings Day Out

2005-12-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

Life's been hectic but I'm still oh-having-so-much-fun! Life's good I must say..

Went out wif the dearest bros and Aisha to catch Lovehunters oh-so-marvelous show! last weekend.. Great show man! Yazit is sexy lah! and oh damn funny too.. hahhaa.. Tangkap lentok beb dgr suara die.. We met Nad and Shafi'e by chance. We were then joined by Maui and Alip. Maui is funny lah. He did lots of commentings that makes me laugh till my stomach hurts. He's got a mouth of a gerl. hahaha. Met up wif Ali and Khair after the show. Aisha and me took the ride home wif Maui and Alip. Abiyus and Abiyan had to take the mrt back home coz there weren't enuff space. Me, Alip and Aisha sat at the back letting Maui become the driver. Damn funny. Maui impersonates apek taxi and the only werd he said was" KANINA" wen we tell him where to go or tell him wat to do. hahaha.. Picked up Farrah and we made a long turn coz we were lost. hahaha.. Reached home ard 1am coz of the long turns that we had to take. hahaha..

Work was tiring yesterday. Too many cars. I wonder why all these people like goin to sentosa?.. but it was fun. Especially when u got great company to work wif. Crazee bunch like Epul, Fifi, Juraj, Kaining, Weiwen, Lokman and myself.. hahaha.. Finally saw Noreen after so long.. darn..I miss werking wif her at gantry. Not forgetting the rest of the gerls in Sentosa too. Damn I miss them. The whole lots of them.

Took the same train to Cityhall with Lokman since we finished werk at the same time. He's meeting juraj at Esplanade whereas I'm meeting my bros at peninsular plaza. Met up the dearest bros at "Gramophone". Abiyan is crazee lah! He bought lots of cds and dvds. Tis mth alone he has spend nearly $300+ worth of cds, concert dvds and dvds. So gila! but I like coz I get to listen to them. Coz all the cds he bought are so-very-the-gerek! Juz my type of music. Then we went to IKEA to get a lamp for ibu as a present. Juz feel like getting her sumthin.

Maui called and he requested us to fetch him and Farrah.. Oh ya.. It was his bday actually. Iniatially we wanted to meet up wif him but Farrah got plans for him. so now he's requesting us to pick him up. So we-anak2-pak-suaini-yg-baik-hati had to make make our way back to Cityhall again to fetch them. We then ate at Canadian Pizza at I dunno where but its near to Labrador Park. Maui requested that too. hahaha.. It was Abiyan's treat.. The ambience is nice. Again I cant help but say that Maui is very funny lah! He really tickled my bones wif his nonsensical thoughts and actions. Everything he does can makes me laugh.

I loved all the outings I have wif my dearest bros.. Looking forward to another outing wif the bros plus all the other brudders..

Meanwhile a lil sumthin from last nite outing..

"Maui" the bday boy

Maui and Farrah

Abiyan and Abiyus

Me and Maui

Wat we bought

Screwed Up!

2005-11-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

I' freaking dead! Mr. Cheng demanded that I show him what I've done so far and guess wat?! N.O.T.H.I.N.G!!!! wth! I manage to talk my way out yesterday. Phew! But its not over.. He wants me to show him a detailed plan and give him a screen shot of wat i'm going to do for the interim presentation which is just 1 week away.. I'm screwed! Seriously dead! Uh uh..

Now I'm begining to hate IHP as the pressure has started to pile up! And furthermore I'm stuck here in the lab or shd I say workshop(wif all the big blardy machinery). There's no life here! I have no choice but just have to get this over and done with! After that I free!

I had a DM test yesterday. haha.. For a gerl who is always absent, late and never attentive in class, I must say I did fine! Ya! I manage to do it. All thanks to the revision before the start of the test. Blardy Hell! Revision is very useful at the last minute. No wonder I failed the last time, coz I didnt go to the blardy revision. Now I'm regretting it. Darn!

Btw Hari Raya is over. I think so. I had fun during the raya. Though I didnt really celebrated it that much, I did enjoy myself tremendously. The raya outings wif the crazee brudders and colleagues were always be remembered. Here's some of eyecandy. Enjoy!

Raya With The Brudders

Raya With Samseng Sentosa

I wanna Raya!

2005-11-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

okay! 30 more minutes before I can finally leave the project room. I'm bored! Super-bored! I shd have just gone home and joined Faezah beraya wif Azimah and Hisham coz we didn't have any socoal activity for today. Damn. Waste my time.

Anyway can't wait for the raya outings. One will be wif the bros and the other sentosa cliques. I'm still on the waiting list though for the outing wif the bros coz Ali didn't manage to get a car.. haha.. who cares.. they said that the previous year but I did tag along in the end..

As for the outing for sentosa clique, I'm the one organizing it. It was so damn hard to get these people to juz say yes. Why can't some of them be like my bro, sanggup amik off pasal nak raya nyer pasal... keje utk government lagi.. But I did manage to gather 15 people so far.. great achievement zaida.. hahaha.. We'll be renting a bus. total 9 gerls + 4 guys = 15 crazy people. Can't wait for day to come.. konfirm best! Jgn ader yg last minute kansel suda.. Aku pancung kepala satu-satu!

15 more mins! Okay.. Packing Time! Then watch the guys play pingpong and off to my home sweet home!

Selamat Hari Raya

2005-11-08T14:14:00.001+08:00

Hari Raya was definitely fun. Usual routine, the nite before raya we went back kampong to celebrate raya with Bak. I am sumhow so happy to be back there and celebrate raya with him eventhough only two family came back this year. Cik Lah and mine. The rest couldn't make it. Maybe its becoz I am celebrating raya dis year wif my one and only baktok. He's my only grandparents dat's left. And I want to cherish every moment spent wif him. I SHALL NOT ARGUE WITH HIM ANYMORE!!(yeaaah riiiite..) hahaha.. Can't help it lah.. He talks and nags too much. Cannot stand it! Like on the mlm raya, we were watching a hari raya programme on channel Astro Ria when he suddenly changed the channel without giving us any signal.. Everybody in the house practically shouted at him.. " BAK!!!!!!! " hahhaa.. And he can still summore surf the channel and ignored us. And to make matter worse he changes the channel everytime when we were watching the climax of the show. Mane semuer tak mengamuk... hahhaha.. Bak.. bak..

Pagi raya was okie. There were lots of food. Didnt't eat that much. I was reserving it for later part of the day. Cik Subhi make his own mercun buluh but instead of using buluh, he used PRINGLES bottles. hahah.. The mercun was successful on the 1st and 2nd attempt but failed on the 3rd. It was funny. It looked like a bazooka to me instead of a mercun. I had no pics of the "bazooka" coz we were to excited to even take pics.

We left kampung in the afternoon. Visited my late maktok's grave before heading back to Singapore. I missed her badly. Its been a long 9 years. After that we make our way back home. We were stucked at Tuas checkpoint for a bloody 1 and half hour. We wanted to visit Nyai's and Yayi's grave but since were running late we decided to visit them the nxt day. We went back home first to sent abiyan home coz he had to go to work. Alalala.. Kesian.. Raya kene keje ye bang.. hahaha..

Then we went to Aisha's nenek home. Since it was near to our place, we decide to drop by their place. Then Aisha and family followed us to my eldest uncle's place in Pasir Ris. All my maternal family were there. It was never like dis when my granparents was still alive. Now they're like so unitedd. How I wish we were like this back then. My grandparents would have wanted it that way. I wished they were here wif us.

Then after that off to Yishun to visit Tok Endon, my nenek sedara whom we treated like our own nenek. She is sick. She's lying on the bed and nxt to her is Wak Nah, one of my fav aunt. She's also sick. Correction. She is dying. She has breast cancer and the cancer has now spread to all over her body. Her bones and even her brain has been infected as well. She looked so weak but yet she still put on her widest smile to show that she's ok. I admired her strong-willed power. I feel like crying seeing the both of them. Haiz

Reached home around 2am. We were beat. I overslept the nxt day and didnt go to school. Hehe.. Well anyway i got a few pics for eye-candy. Lastly Salam Lebaran dari saya sekeluarga. :)

Selamat Hari Raya

2005-10-31T09:37:00.000+08:00

3 more days to Hari Raya. Dat is really fast. Feels like its juz the start of Ramadhan. Feels like just yesterday we went to and fro to TTSH to visit my granny. 3weeks has passed, Nyai is gone and Hari Raya is juz around the corner. Hari Raya definitely wouldn't be the same EVER AGAIN.

We were so happy last Raya. Everybody was here in Singapore. Bak, Nyai and Yayi.. My dearest grandparents. I love all of them to bits!!

This year, in just a blink of an eye, both my nyai and yayi has passed away leaving all of us. It happened so fast. So fast dat even before we could really get over yayi's passing, nyai followed his path, leaving us too. It was just like a dream but we have to face up to reality. They're both gone. Off to a much more better place. I just wanna say that I really miss them very much. Truly very much.

To all muslims out there, I just wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

gone

2005-10-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

She's gone..

Off to some place more peaceful..

I'll miss her..

May Allah bless her soul..

Amin

wake me up when "october" ends

2005-10-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

now and then my heart just goes dap-dup dap-dup whenever the phone rings. I can't bear to hear the bad news but then again I just wish Allah S.W.T would just take her away from us and end all her sufferings and misery. I can't bear to see the torment she's in rite now. Its too painful. I try not to cry when I se her, but I just can't hold back the tears.

I just lost yayi last march, and now nyayi is in such a critical condition that even the doctors can't do anything bout it.

I'm in no mood for Hari Raya at all..

If u guys are organizing any Iftar, I'm sorry.. I don't think I can make it..

i'm dead

2005-09-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

go away!

my life is miserable and blogging sucks!

head exploding

2005-07-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

I nearly stressed out juz now.. coz I got a assignment presentation due in an hour time but I've not yet to finish it.. It was totally hopeless!! All my aspx pages have errors!! I hate asp.net!! I was like aarghh.. Actually I nearly broke down!! Nowadays I can't be too stressed out.. I'll get a major headache everytime I'm stressed out.. Luckily for me, Yiheng has given me his assignment, I quickly copy some of his codings and paste it into my program.. Phew.. Lucky for me.. All my pages werk now!! Yeay! Shd I have known, I wld have chosen to do the assignment individually instead of partner.. I thought having a partner wld lessen the burden of doing the assignment but turns out that my partner was of no help at all!! Sakit jiwa!! Luckily its all over now.. The presentation is over and the lecturer says I didnt do that bad after all.. Phew again!!
so the most stress project is finally over.. I can finally sleep in peace at nite.. haha..

Yesterday dearest ayah had to fetch me from school.. My head hurts so much that I had to call ayah to fetch me home.. Sayang ayah.. coz he was actually busy at work but the moment I called him, he left all his work and fetch me.. Auwwww.. He's the best lah..

Oh ya.. Last mth i received a belated one mth bday present from ayah.. Two weeks ago I received a belated bday cake frm Shamira and I never thought I wld get a belated 2 mth bday present.. hehehe.. Thanks so much for the prezzie!! I lurve the prezzie and u very much lah!! But u still owe me a treat. hehehez..

Seven friends nobody needs

2005-07-26T13:07:00.000+08:00

Got these articles from a website.. Find it rather very interesting.. hmmm..

All friends are not created equal. Most buddies add to your life, but there are probably a few you would be better off without. The common denominator for these friends-gone-bad is that they act as if it's all about them and never about you. We're all guilty of being a little self-absorbed at times, but friendship is supposed to be a two-way street. If one of your friends isn't holding up her end of the bargain, consider calling her on her bad behavior -- or slashing her from your buddy list. (One word of caution: Before you start friend-cleaning, ask yourself if you fit any of these descriptions. You don't want one of your pals reading this and deciding to dump you!)

1. The whiner. Nobody knows the troubles she's seen. Things most of us accept as part of daily life -- carpool snafus, demanding bosses, men with poor communication skills -- she treats as evidence that the world is against her. We all enjoy complaining occasionally, but with her it's a nonstop moan-fest. Susan, 30, a public relations executive, refers to one of her friends as "the Crisis Queen." "It's always a catastrophe. It's draining just to have to hear it," she says.

2. The leech. She treats her friends like servants who exist to feed her dog, cover her shift at work, pick up her dry cleaning or peel her another grape. "She'll start off asking what I'm up to, but she really just wants to find out if I'm free to help her out," says Ellen, 39, a stay-at-home mom, about the leech in her life. "She recently called to ask what my daughter was doing. I said nothing, thinking she was going to invite her over. Instead, she asked if her daughter could come to my house!"

3. The busy bee. She's the PTA president, a party organizer and a domestic goddess all rolled into one. She makes you feel as if you are but a mere blip on her overscheduled radar screen. She consistently shows up late or says she's too busy to take your calls. "Since my friend got a new job, all she talks about is her crazy schedule," says Leslie, 26, an environmental consultant. "She makes it seem as if she's doing me a big favor by making time for me!"

4. The yakker. Thank God for caller ID. Everybody has friends that like to talk (if any of my pals are reading this, please know I've got that muzzle on order), but this buddy never lets you get a word in edgewise. In fact, she missed her calling as a telemarketer or a carnival barker. "I could hand the phone to one of the kids for five minutes and she wouldn't notice," says Kristi, age 42, a personal coach, of her personal Chatty Cathy. "Next time she calls, I'm going to have the country song 'I Wanna Talk About Me' playing in the background and see if she gets the hint."

5. The adviser. We all count on our friends for advice, but nobody needs a steady stream of unsolicited intervention. Whether this pal is trying to prove how smart she is or start her own counseling practice, she's got the answer for everything -- whether you ask her or not. Jodie, 32, a part-time nurse and mother of two, says she quit sharing things with one of her friends because, "She can't just listen; she always has to tell me what to do. She reminds me of the mother-in-law from hell!"

6. The dumper. Whenever something better comes up, she drops you like yesterday's business. The worst kind of dumper is the one that treats her female friends like fill-ins or time-passers until a guy comes into the picture. Jennifer, 24, a law student, says of one boy-crazy friend: "You'd think she was still in high school. We'll make plans weeks in advance, but if her boyfriend calls and asks her to hang out, she rushes over."

7. The bragger. She's been there and done that -- way better than you have. She just can't resist telling you how many carats her diamonds are or how much better her office is. She lets you know that your discount designer duds are so last season, while her outfits came straight from the Paris runway. "My conversations with this one friend consists of how important she is at work, what she's done to her house and how perfect her marriage is," says Julie, 31, a human resources administrator. "Doesn't she know it's supposed to be a friendship, not a competition?"

A great day ahead!!

2005-07-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

I had super-duper fun yesterday.. Met up the gerls after my paper to have our dinner at Swenson. Dingdong was late so me, Aisha and Noreen went in 1st to book a table.. Aisha kept us updated bout her life eversince she went MIA since 1 mth ago.. ahahaha.. Hmmm.. Interesting... hahaha.. Well, there were only Me, Aisha, Noreen and Dingdong... but as usual it was like 10 person instead.. Very kecoh-rable.. We kept laughing and laughing non-stop.. It was nice.. Noreen was the joke-of-the-day!! Oh My Gosh!! Let me tell u sumthin.. No one can make the stupidest, ugliest, funniest faces other than Noreen!! I was eating my ice-cream when she showed dat face.. And guess wat??.. Tersembuh sak semuer ice-cream dlm mulut pasal tgk muka dia yg hodoh!! hahaa.. Hilarious siak!! So the buruk!! hahaa.. One moment so sweet, the next moment very very very the ugly.. One day I shall post her pics here.. hahahaa.. my oh my.. Rite now I can't stop laughing..

Oh ya.. I was biting my lips really hard in the bus on the way back frm school.. Why??.. haha.. well.. I kinda had a flashback of yesterday outing.. esp the funny face Noreen made.. hahaha.. Noreen.. Noreen.. Kenapelah kau giler??.. hahahaha!!!

Met up wif Ali juz now at the void deck to pass him the car keys.. Coz Abiyus asked him to fetch him and Khair frm PA tmrw.. Lepak wif him for a while and have a chat.. I wanted to go to JP to return the library books.. Ali offered a ride to JP but I declined.. Malu lah.. ahhaha.. Kalau tayar pancit... Sape yg susah.. ida juga.. hahaha.. I only take a ride frm my darling Atank.. hahaa..

Yessa!! Tmrw the big day!! I'm goin KL tmrw.. Can't wait! Can't wait! Few more hours to go!! I wanna enjoy myself!! Forget bout school, forget bout werk!!! It's time to enjoy!! So loooong!!!

Great Week!!

2005-07-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

Last week was syiok lah.. Went out the whole week.. Supposed to be a study week but instead i was out the whole week.. Let see who I went out wif...

After so long, I finally get to see my bestfren, shamira.. Met up wif her on Mon.. i think i didnt see her for nearly a year already.. Went out wif her and wah!! everything was her treat.. The movies, the popcorn, the food.. She also later then treat me to a bag full of candies.. I thought she was buying it for herself but turns out that everything was for me.. My Oh my!! Me very the paiseh sey.. But luckily I too had a surprise for her.. hehehe..

Then on Tue, finally caught initial-d wif Dee.. haahaha.. Met up wif her after skool at westmall.. Hillarious sak kite dua.. Kekecohan!! The movie was nice.. Edison Chen was super-cute!!! hahaha.. The muv was cool.. Now I think I wanna start learning to drive again.. hahaha..

Then on Wed, went out wif yantee to search for Abiyus bday gift.. haha.. Okay that was like the 1st time the both of us went out together ALONE.. hahhaha.. funny.. The both of us keep talking and talking till we keep terbabas.. haaha.. The both of us dun even noe where we're going.. We juz keep walking... haaha.. It was hard finding a gift for Abiyus.. Correction. Since we've already decided to buy for him a skate shoe.. so it was hard finding the perfect shoe for Abiyus.. Coz he has a giant feet.. Hard to find his size.. We went to taka, heeren and paragon.. All the shoes dat we like.. no size!! haiyoh.. Lastly we went to Pacific plaza.. And we saw dis super nice shoe.. Both of us prayed tat hopefully there is a size for him.. coz we dun heve the strength to walk again.. hahaha.. actually it was okay wif me but kesian Yan.. hahaha.. She was wearing high heels.. Well.. our prayers were answered.. Thank god!! Finally there is a size for Abiyus.. Ape lagi.. we quickly grab it.. No thinking twice!! Then we had our dinner at Mac.. Yan's treat.. ahaha.. org belanje lagi.. Rezeki murah btol ar dis week... hahaha.. Thx ar yan.. I owe u one..

Friday.. Abiyus's Graduation Ceremony!! His big day!! At last he's graduating.. We are all so proud of him.. All of us came to his ceremony.. including Abiyan.. Then after the ceremony, we had a lil mini celebration for Abiyus.. for his grad and bday.. he was a happy happy happy kid!! haha.. smiling all the way.. hahaha.. Had dinner at Taka.. Then after that it was shopping time.. Wah.. We spent a lot sia at TOPSHOP.. haha.. Well.. It was one happy dy.. Eventhough Abiyus had to go back to camp.. atleast he still feel very contented as he got lots of presents.. hahaha..

WELL HAPPY 22ND BDAY ABIYUS!!

I had the best weekend ever!!

Saturday.. We had a picture taking session at Sentosa today!! haha.. Syed brought along his newly-bought digicam and we all pon ape lagi.. amik kesempatan ar.. hahaha.. At first we juz took pics at VAC.. then Syed suggested we go to IOS to take pics.. haha.. That was hilarious.. We took lots and lots of merepekz pics!! haha.. Then Syed, Dingdong and Dee was dancing like crazy over at the arena.. hahha.. They were like their hand in the air all the time.. hahha.. Sape ntah ajar dorang joget mcm tu.. whahaha.. I laugh like crazee sia looking at them.. Then after that head down to Esplanade for Baybeat wif Aisha and Dee.. We had lots oof fun.. Then we bumped into the dearest Bros.. Ali, Toyol, Maui, Abg Ajid, Abiyan, Alip.. Eventhough semuer berpartner-partner.. I didnt feel out of place at all.. haha.. I must say I had never felt dis happy for such quite some time.. Coz life has been very very very boring indeed!! Went out for late supper at Lau pa sat!! heh.. heh.. heh.. We back home at ard 2am.. Tired but I sure had hell of a good time!!

Sunday.. Werk at VAC again.. But i like coz Dee werked wif me for 2 whole straight days.. haha.. Kekecohan!! Oh ya.. Dee injured her toes while on the way to Harbourfront.. Then there is this 2 missy who helped to bandage her legs.. very the cute tau.. hahha it turns out like dis..

Whahah... Nice rite.. The 2 missy turns out to be ME AND NOREEN!! hahaha.. we did a hell of a gd job!! Maybe I shd become a nurse.. ahahha.. KK.. Then after that we straightaway went to Baybeats.. Wanted to catch Serenaide but we missed it.. damn.. But we did managed to catch some great bands in action.. Joined Faezah, Mcbeal, Nad, Aisyah and Muz there.. I had a great time.. oKIE.. NOW i GTG.. I got a paper rite now.. So long ppl!! chow!!

stupid shoutbox

2005-07-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaha.. I think my shout box have gone bonkers!! hahaha.. coz if u have tagged, the msg didnt appear at my blog.. hahhaa.. damn I can't stop laughing.. I juz found out that the messages appeared at other people's blog.. This BLOG to be precise.. I happen to bloghopped to her blog and find all the names at her shoutbox very familiar.. It turns out that it is them.. LEENA and AISHA ... hahhaa.. funny sia.. then I ask Farah to testing tag after I try to change the codings.. and the results are still the same.. hahaha.. Then Farah paiseh.. hahhaa.. I cldn't help but laugh out loud.. Farah.. Farah..

Well to the blog owner.. Sorry to have flooded ur shoutbox.. hahhaa.. It was unintentionally.. wakakaka..

Live 8 concert

2005-07-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

Did ya people catch the Live 8 Concert on the preview channel on cable!! It was gerek lah dok!! Rugi tak tgk!! Power giler!!

But but but.. I didn't catch it either.. haha.. I was so looking forward to it that I FORGOT TO WATCH IT.. wat a joke!! I only remember bout it when I was at werk the next day..

But but but.. thanks to AOL Music!! I got to watch it online!!! Oh! Thank God!!

All the amazing stars.. Chris Martin performance wif Richard Ashcroft was spectacular!! Bravo lah!! very beautiful.. the rest of the performances was great too.. WATCH IT..

LIVE 8 CONCERT

Raul is in town!!

2005-07-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

psst.. psst..

I'm in cloud nine..

Why??!!..

bcoz..

bcoz..

bcoz..

bcoz..

RAUL is in town..

I wanna see him!! Who gives a hoot bout Beckham!! I want to see RAUL!!

He's so near yet far away..

Haaaaizz... *drifts away to dreamland*

Ya!! Keep on dreaming zaida!!

war of the world

2005-07-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

Caught the big hoo haa "WAR OF THE WORLDS" last nite.. wif both the bros.. We caught the midnite show at orchard!! The show was great.. but i'll juz give it a rating of 3 out of 5.. The show is juz like a typical alien invasion movie but its taken thru the eyes of an ordinary guy.. NO BIG POLITICAL PARTY OR PRESIDENT being the heroes or watso ever shit.. soo I guess.. dats wat makes it interesting.. and Dakota Fanning is one hella sure agood actress..

But before that we had supper at Adam Rd.. Ayah and Ibu included.. then they went home.. So me and bros went to town straight after dat and slacked there.. Thx Abiyan for the movie treat! I lurve u lah.. but u still owe me a bday gift.. wakakkaa!!

Bday Gerls

2005-06-30T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hoho.. I'm a happy little gerl!! Weeeeeeeeee.. I feel like its my bday.. Well it is.. a belated one mth bday!! whahaha.. And I got a bday present ayah.. hahaa.. org lain nyer bday.. Aku yg dpt hadiah.. wahhahaa.. Now I think I wanna claim a bday present frm Abiyan too.. Maybe dat casio watch that I've been eyeing on for some time.. hahahha.. oooops.. I think i'm begining to sound like EVA frm "MTV'S MY SWEET SIXTEEN"!!.. hahaha..

Well... I had fun over the weekends wif the buddies.. 2 days juz for celebrating Faezah's bday... Waaah.. Special gitu.. See how thoughtful of us juz to spent time wif u.. touching kan??... haha.. Well hope dat she really did enjoyed herself. coz I noe I did..

Yesterday we celebrated Jet's bday.. It was last min thingy.. We had a small unplanned picnic at the esplanade.. hehhe.. That is sso nice and sweet.. Picnic under the moonlit sky.. Romantic.. hehhee..

So to the 2 gerls.. Happy Bday!! May both of u will always be happy wif ur loved ones..

Pics??.. Well.. of course there's photos.. I can't possibly let all of u juz read my blog without eye-feasting.. hehehe.. so.. enjoy!!

i hate ecads

2005-06-27T11:04:00.000+08:00

Currently in class.. Doing none other than creating a website.. Dis time its for E-Commerce.. Shucks.. I hate dis module.. Lots and lots af things to do.. And I'm soooo left behind in doing the practical.. The class had already started doing Practical 5 whereas I'm still struggling wif Practical 3.. Stupid!! Oh well.. I'm lazy.. so I'll juz keep to my own pace.. RELAX AND CHILL... hahaha..

I had a blast time over the weekends.. Spending times wif the dearest buddies.. Its been really quite some time that all of us hang out together.. Too bad Aisha and Amin wasn't there.. or it wld have been a complete one..

Oooops.. the lecturer's coming over to my direction.. Ok chow.. must pretend to be hardwerking.. else.. POT PET POT PET POT PET.. wkakaka..

dreaming~

2005-06-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Changed the layout again.. And I'm lurving my new layout.. ORANGE!! ORANGE!! Very the vibrant.. I guess it reflects on my personality.. haha.. A very vibrant gerl!!.. wakaka.. Did the layout frm A-Z all by myself.. I only took the fire thingy frm i dunno where but the rest.. did it all by myself.. Since I got nothing to do.. why not??.. whahaha.. padahal padahal.. actually I got tons of project to do.. and I've yet to start on any of em.. Oh shucks.. I suppose a whole tons of laziness rests on both my shoulder dats why I can't start on the assignments.. Rubbish!!

Anyway moving on, I visited Faezah at her werkplace today.. It was weird seeing her werking at other place other than Sentosa.. Seeing her wearing a different uniform.. The cap.. wahhaa.. Anyway all the best!

I bought "Constantine" dvd.. Keanu Reeves is HOT!! grr.. He's so damn cool man.. Okie.. Now I'm going to sleep.. I want to dream of KEANU REEVES.. grr.. Gd nite..

unleashed fury??

2005-06-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Unleashed fury?? Nah.. Its all over!! All my anger has been released coz I can now officially says that THURSDAY is my "lepaskan geram" (releasing anger) day.. all thanks to the show DIA... I can't go a day watching DIA without shouting (GGRRRRRR)and jumping around infront of the tv.. All the pillows will be thrown all over the room.. And if there's sumone infront of me (usually ibu), he/she will be my victim.. Hahhaa.. I can bet I'm not the only one.. Is dat rite Noreen??.. hahaha.. Sakit hati!!!

Oh well.. Met up ibu at JP after skool. Skipped lecture today.. juz plain lazy.. haha.. And I got my pay.. woohooo.. Happy! Happy! But I'm gonna save up dis mth.. No shopping for me I guess.. coz I'm goin KL next mth.. but but.. no worries.. coz I'm goin wif my family and dat means ayah is going which also means that ayah=banker!!! hahaha.. That's wat I like bout going on a holiday wif my dearest daddy.. hehehe..

Congrats to my darling Faezah!! I suppose she has already got an advance bday present... Wat isit??.. Hmm.. A JOB!!! haha.. yah!! I'm so happy for her.. Good luck yah! Go! Go! One day I shall join u k.. hahhaa.. but wait long long ar.. hahaha..

School has been going on fine.. I've been slacking wif Beng in the project room almost everyday.. hahha.. She is my life-saver.. haha.. I wldn't noe wat life in skool wld be now without her.. hahhaa.. Oh ya.. Farah too.. never fail to keep me company.. chat.. chat.. chat.. eh.. we got another movie date k.. hahhaha...

Projects are starting to pile in.. I must start now and procastinate.. If not.. die die.. 3 projects due in 2 weeks time.. Damn.. I'm seriously packed!! okie.. Relax..

~grandfather

2005-06-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Finally... I'm at home on Saturday.. I've been working my ass off on every weekends so I never had the chance to relax and chill at home.. But.. I'm not exactly relaxing rite now.. Ibu has been ordering us to do dis and dat since in the morning.. spring cleaning.. haha.. move the furniture outside.. vacuum.. mopping the floor.. put up the curtain.. Haiyoh.. tiring..

Hahhaa.. Ibu was fed up wif Abiyan.. haha.. You know wat he did??.. Ibu asked to rearrange the furniture and so dis bro of mine punyelah pandai sangat.. Ade ke dier gi angkut semuer perhiasan.. note.. SEMUER PERHIASAN.. even those hanging on the wall.. pasu, bunga, photo-frame etc and put it in his room.. summore sofa dah letak pat luar.. Dah lah rumah kite terus kosong.. ala ala mcm cite ALI BABA gitu.. and all the pillows on my bed also die campak pat bilik die... and his room is like a store room.. hahaha.. kedondong siak.. hahaha..

Oh ya.. why the sudden cleaning and stuff??.. there is a kenduri at my house today.. Kenduri arwah for my late grandfather.. Its been 100 days since he left us.. I miss him very much.. Even though I rarely see him.. but he'll always been my one and only grandfather who looks after me when I was young.. He took me whenever he went.. He taught me some stupid games which I still do play sumtimes.. haha.. He taught me how to count in Jawa language.. He bathed me.. He cooked for me.. He is my everything... I'll never forget his smile and the way he laugh.. which is sooo cute.. And the way he talked.. the jawa accent.. Now I can never hear his voice again.. no one talks like he did.. OH! IYA KA??!! one of his fav phrase..

YAYI.. Wherever you are rite now.. I juz wanna say dat I miss u very much and I will always pray for u.. Semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat ~ amin

Bak is not comin today.. He's sick... I'm worried over his health.. He's always sick nowadays.. Whenever we want to send him to hospital for medical check-up.. he'll always come up wif all kind of reasons to avoid it.. Now he's my one and only grandfather left.. Eventhough he can be very naggy and fussy and kedekut(haha) at times.. I still love him.. He's my grandfather afterall.. my very the manja grandfather to be precise.. haha..

~a while

2005-06-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

I've juz finished watching DIA and all I can say is
"SAKIT!! SAKIT HATI GUE!! SAKIT HATI GUE LIHAT SAMA ITU FIFI!! MCM MAHU BUNUH DIA SAJA!! BUNUH SAMA ANAK FIFI JUGA.. SI SUZY ITU!! ANAK DGN MAK SAMA AJE!!AARRGGHH!!"
Hahahha.. ya.. Dat is wat I'm feeling rite now.. Dat show is super-recommended to all.. Everybody must watch.. coz they got cute guys in it.. hahaha.. I was chatting wif Noreen juz before the show start and suddenly the both of us type that our fiancee is going to be on screen soon.. hahhaa.. Sibuk aje si Noreen tu..
Pasal kau.. aku terpaksa mengalah.. hahhaha..

Anyway, moving on.. Dis semester has got to be my worst semester ever.. I need my frens.. I'm suffering in school.. Life is miserable in school.. Sumtimes when I see all other people hang out wif their frens... I wld really feel envy them.. I miss my frens.. I miss hanging out wif the gerls in school... Haiz.. Wat to do.. I brought dis upon myself.. Now u have to suffer for it.. Now the only time I had a good crazee laugh is during the weekends wen I meet my most crazee bunch of colleague.. They can never fail to cheer me up.. Nvm.. Juz 3 more mths zaida!! and they'll be finishing their IAP and I can see them for the nxt sem.. Woohooo!!

Abiyus is in PA rite now.. Mcmane lah abg aku ni skrg??.. I kinda miss him.. Its bcoz I've never been separated wif him for more than 3 days before.. The house kinda quiet without him.. Nvm.. He's gonna be back tmrw!! Woohoo!! I wonder how he looks like BOTAK??.. hahha.. I've never seen him bald before.. Looking forward to tmrw!!

Met up Farah at Causway after skool on Tuesday to catch a movie.. Mr & Mrs Smith.. Great Show!! Very funny.. Oh ya.. Farah kept laughing at me.. Why? Bcoz I wore a flowery blouse.. hahhaa.. She was amused.. Ape??.. Takleh pe??.. hhaha.. Anyway It was fun meeting wif her again.. Let me tell u a secret.. FARAH IS STINGY!! hahaha.. $1 booking charge pon tanak bayar!! hahaha.. nah juz joking.. Ckp org.. padahal aku pon sama..

Oh yes!! Before I forget.. THE VERY MUCH ANTICIPATED MOVIE IS HERE IN TOWN!! BATMAN BEGINS!! Well.. I wldn't want to miss the first day screening.. So I waited for Abiyan's return from werk.. and upon arriving home.. I quickly ask him if he still want to catch the BATMAN BEGINS.. Abiyan is the greatest fan of BATMAN and of course manalah die nak tolak.. hish.. Hahha.. Guess where we watch the show??.. At Causeway AGAIN (for me lah)!! haha.. Its bcoz its the only theather that that has after 10pm show for BATMAN.. 2 days straight of watching movies at Causeway.. Farah too.. hahha.. sajak lah tu.. Ibu joined us too... hehehe.. BATMAN BEGINS IS A MUST WATCH!! It met all my expectations of the movie.. Now I noe how Bruce Wayne actually become BATMAN.. CHRISTIAN BALE is HOT!! hahaha.. so.. wat are you waiting for??.. GO.. GO WATCH IT NOW!!

finally 2-0!!

2005-06-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

Its been nearly 2 weeks I turned 20..
Yup.. big fat 2-0!!
I'm old!
But I dun feel it coz I'm always the baby in my family.. wakakaka.. grow up lah zaida..
Anyway.. A million thx to all those who wishes me for my bday!!
All those calls, smses, emails, e-cards and testimonials..
I really appreaciate all of them..
It made me realise that hey.. I'm being remembered!!

thanks once again. i love u people very much!

~burning

2005-05-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

I'm burnt!!
Yes! Seriously burnt to the max!!
Only the sentosa peeps know how burnt I am..
They laughed at me!!
Laugh BIG TIME!!
ya..ya.. laugh all u want guys..
Especially u, Noreen..
hahhaha.. Brengset kamu!!
Kamu panggil saya PP ya!!
Diam eh ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT!!
Duduk diam2 satu korner.. kalau tak nanti aku panggil custom.. mintak passport.. wakakakkaa
For ur info.. PP stands for PIGGY PANGGANG aka Roasted Piggy
why is dat so??..
coz my face turned all red due to werking for 11hrs in 3 straight days in the scorching sun!!
And for that.. I got sun burnt..
Darn..
And now my face is slowly turning dark..
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DARK!!
HITAM LEGAM!
ni dah bukan panggang lagi.. ni terus dah hangus!!
But I had a terrific time werking at the gantry wif the crazee peeps..
especially Noreen..
She's super super super super duper crazee..
SINGING, DANCING, SHOUTING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD..
well.. dat is how crazee she is..
werking at gantry is really stress-free compared to werking at VAC..
and we get to eat free cheese pizza.. ~yummy..

School started yesterday..
but I didn't attend it..
hurhurhur..
instead I followed ibu to JB..
hahhaa.. enjoy..
She was the one who discouraged me to go to school..
See.. I told ya ibu is the greatest!!
hahhaha..
So I officially started school TODAY..
And I seriously dread going to school..
COZ MY NEW CLASSMATE SUX!!
I miss my old classmates..
SERVES ME RIGHT!!
Sape suruh tak belajar??!!
PADAN MUKA ZAIDA!!
Now u're on ur own!!
I miss slacking in class wif FARAH AND LEENA AND BENG!!
But sumone managed to make my day on that torturous 1st day of school..
When I open my mail...
I got an ADVANCE BDAY E-CARD from FIT!!!
Sooooo sweet of her..
Thx gerl.. I miss you too..
And reading it can already make me smile for the rest of the day..
And the thought of meeting my dearest slackers after schhol also keeps me goin..
The outing was short but sweet..
I simply lurve them..
We had dinners at Swenson..~Yummy yummy
Thx to Jet, Farah and Leena for the ice-cream treat!!
Super YUMMYLICIOUS!!
and to Beng and Kelly ~ HAPPY BDAY TO YA GERLS!!
Looking forward to the next outing!!
Next outing ~ SENTOSA??!!
Set!!
So till then..
SO LONG SUCKERS!!!
ps: haha.. Aku pinjam phrase kau eh Noreen.. haha

~frens are forever

2005-05-19T04:11:00.000+08:00

I'm not good at writing poetry..
so I'll just plagiarise dis from Aisha's blog..

Friends are the greatest
Friends are heroes
Friends can pull you out of a dumperday
and make you laugh 'till your cheeks hurt
Friends are comfy
Friends hug the little child in you
Friends are forever
Friends are the rarest gems in all the world
especially ones that sparkle inside and out like YOU

Well this poem is specially dedicated for my very bestest buddy of all time..
She's none other than FAEZAH!!
Thanx for being a great fren!
No!
Thanx for being the most wonderful fren ever!!
And dis come from the bottom of my heart!
I'm glad its all over..
Let's now look forward to more lepaks and lepaks and lepaks in the future k!
cheerios!!

~Willy Wonka

2005-05-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

Now.. now..
I really can't wait for the release of this movie..
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY..
u guys shd watch the trailer..
sounds so fun.. *start singing* WILLY WONKA! WILLY WONKA!
hahaha..
reminds me of my sec one days..
I used this book for Literature..
Hahhaa..
My teacher.. THE CRAZEE MRS CHOONG..
Wacko woman!!
But still she is sooo fun.. and crazee dat is..
okie..okie..
and..
JOHNNYY DEPP is WILLY WONKA!!!
*drools*
wohoo!!

but.. but.. but..
now I must first look forward to.....
STARWARS - REVENGE OF THE SITH
Yeah!!
Lets hope that episode 3 will not be disappointing as episode 2..
hopefully..
"May The Force Be With You"

~Missing

2005-05-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

Its Monday!!
And here I am at home...
coz there's no ugama tonite..
Alaaah.. Tak best ar gini..
I miss my makcik-makcik and nenek-nenek clan..
They never fail to make me smile wif their antics..
Nenek Ramah is forever falling asleep in class..
Nenek Haji is forever asking qns wif her professor2 type voice.. haha.. only Aisha noes how to imitate her..
Ibu Yut and Wak Nah is forever yakking away..
Cik Fatimah is forever wif her ans "setahu saya..." wen ustaz asked qns..
And lots more..
Makcik-makcik can sumtimes be more fun to hang out wif..
Well..
The 2 days of werking in Merlion over the weekend wasn't so bad after all..
enjoyed the company of the attraction's staff..
They are super-frenly after all..
Turns out dat one of them is my junior in sec sch..
I think her name is Nuridah..
Though I think I've never really like her in sec sch coz
1st of all she's a prefect who thinks she's BANYAK PUNYA BESAR
2nd of all she's like the MEMBODEK type.. wif teachers
3nd of all she's the SEMANGAT type of gerl.. as in partipate actively in watever events the sch organise
So if u're under dis category during ur sec sch days..
I DUN LIKE YOU TOO!!
I mean it!!
hahaa..
And thanks to Dingdong
for accompanying me on Sat..
It was wacky..
She can really make me laugh..
The hours juz passed off so quickly wif her company..
And dun let me werk wif Uncle Chin again..
*PRAYS HARD*
He's so SUPER-BLUR..
The queue ended up being so long coz he's so super-slow..
He takes atleast 10sec to scan one bloody ticket..
Sheesh..
Azhar did accompany me too.. the next day
For a bloody ONE minute..
hahaha..
Nah..
He was on the way to meet his FILIPINO gerlfren..
and stop by to say hi..
but he did managed to fool me in in that ONE minute..
Bloody Azhar..
Takpe.. Hari ni hari aku.. bsok2 hari kau nyer turn!!
Oh ya!!
Need to remind myself to ALWAYS wear seatbelt when taking a lift frm the rangers..
coz they are a bunch of reckless drivers..
haha..
Its like riding in a rollercoaster..
woah! woah! woah!!!
Hahaha.. crazee..
Eh.. I miss the "tuition teachers" ~ Faezah and Hidaya
They've gone MIA..
Where's my gerlfrens??
How bout a date??
My bday coming up.. *HINT HINT*
hahaha..
Watever it is.. I MISS U GERLS LAH..
and I miss my 2F04 slackers..
Especially Farah.. haha..
coz she missed me too. hahaha..
She made dis for me and put it in her display pic on MSN..

haha.. I look so funny..
Hahz.. The stupid things we do in class..
See u gerls soon..

~Saturday morning

2005-05-14T07:09:00.000+08:00

Shucks!
Its 7 in the morning..
And here I am reading ur blog
and the tears juz flow down..
Shucks again..
Now I'm off to werk..
Merlion..
Here I come..
ggrr!!

~Friday the 13th

2005-05-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

Its Friday!!
Hurray for that!
The weekends is juz a day away..
But it will be burnt due to working..
Shucks!
MerLion!Here I come!
Saturday and Sunday in Merlion..
Oh hell!
And the new attraction staffs are boring!
They mind their own business and I shall do the same too..
Hey.. I juz realised..
ITS FRIDAY the 13TH!!!
OOUUHHH... Spoooky!!
Hahaha.. Mepek sak Zaida!
I wonder how ppl cld juz be plain stupid superstitious..
"Eh.. Tak blh amik gambar 3 org!! Nanti yg tgh akan mati!"
Bloody Hell..
Wat if its a family of 3?..
meaning they can't even take a decent family potrait?
And I can't take pics wif my bros coz we consists of 3 person??..
"Eh.. Tak blh amik gambar ngan kenderaan.. nanti mati accident"
Pon bodoh!
If u're destined to die.. U can die anytime, anywhere..
Ajal and Maut is in the hands of Allah..
Hah! I farking hate superstitious ppl!
And I can go on and on listing all those stupid remarks but its juz a waste of time..
Bodoh sey!
Hah! My phone is dead for the past 3 days..
No messages! No calls!
Not even frm Aisha..
ITS A MIRACLE!!!
oh.. wth..
She's super busy nowadays..
Good luck wif the upcoming exams!
SEE U IN A MONTH TIME!

~Insomnia

2005-05-13T04:50:00.000+08:00

Oh!
Ku tertipu..
Ku terpedaya..
dgn kata-kata SURIA..
kate aje nari episod terakhir DIA..
Aku aderlah semangat tonton tv..
Skali haus je..
Bersambung minggu hadapan..
Oh.. Kene tunggu seminggu lagi..
Bodoh btol..
Tapi takpe..
Ari Wibowo punya pasal..
Sanggup aku tunggu..
hahaha..
Wat's wif the Malay man??!!
I guess its been sum time I blogged in Malay..
My BAHASA IBUNDA..
Mind u..
I did get a distinction for my Malay in 'O' Level..
Kakaka..
Actually I've never used bombastic words for my Malay..
I've always been the type who played safe all the time..
Not a single red markings on my paper..
Hoho..
Anyway..
The bros bought new concert dvds to be added up to the collection..
GREATNESS!!
HOOBASTANK AND INCUBUS
Hoobastank's videos are hilarious..
They're super funny shit!
And...
I kept drooling over the singers' body..
Especially Doug Robb!
Yummylicious..
Well atleast I did get to see in real life..
And he's super super SEXY..
Cair gue dibuatnyer..
Believe it or not..
Its 4.45am..
Shucks!
I can't get to sleep..
Hahaha..
Maybe its bcoz I woke up at 3pm juz now..
Ishk! Ishk! Ishk!
Anak dara aper ni bgn lambat-lambat??!!
Baiklah mak aku tak mcm mak-mak org lain..
Bgn lambat je mak berleter tak henti satu ari..
She's super cool..
haha..
To that sumone..
Hey Cheer up!
And watch that oxygen tank of urs..
Dun let it run low again k.. haha..
It's gonna be alrite..
TRUST ME!

~house-arrest

2005-05-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

I think I'm gonna rot soon..
Been staying home the past few days..
I need to get a life..
Oh wait!
I went to the staff bbq at Sentosa on Monday..
One werd
FUN!
Though I ended up going to the toilet a few times..
I think its bcoz of the bbq cockles..
I had too much of it..
As expected some ended up drunk..
haha..
Funny..
Okay I shall not elaborate..
but I sure had a hell of a gd time..
I did go out yesterday..
Wif the bro..
Watched Kingdom of Heaven..
Cancelled the movie-date wif frens and watched it wif the bro instead..
Orlando Bloom is a super-HOTTIE! gggrrr..
haha..
Cool cool movie..
Can't wait for the weekends..
finally can go out..
TO WERK ACTUALLY..
MERLION!! GGGGRRRR..
but wth..
atleast I'm out of the house..
And its been decided!
I'M GOIN KL IN JULY!
YEAYNESS!!
I will have a rolling gd time wif my girly cuzzz..
Cant wait! Cant wait!
Now I'm gonna disappear!
DIA is starting soon..
Last episode.. a-must-watch programme
Chow romano!

Some stupid random entry

2005-05-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

I am so sick and tired..
of what??..
I dunno..
and I dun care actually..
I now realise that I do hate sumthing..
coz I always thought I am the oh-I'm-a-nice-gerl-who-loves-everything-around-me!
well..
I'm not..
I hate people who dun keep to their promises!
I despise them!!
Nah.. Wat's wif all the hatred Zaida??..
I dunno and I dun care actually!!
And I dun even noe why I suddenly write this entry down..
Shucks!!
I miss the usual peeps that are now missing in my life..
Rindu Serindu Rindunya
Everyone's busy wif their own life..
I hope them well..

A day well spent~

2005-05-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm falling in lurve wif my lil cuzzin here.. I noe.. Everywhere I go ppl post out pics of their niece/nephew but here I am posting a pic of my cuzzin.. Wat to do.. Its still a long long long way way before my bros gonna get married.. hahaha.. so in my dreams dat I'm gonna be an aunt soon.. hahahaa..

So last wednesday's short "out of town" trip was an enjoyable one.. Super duper Fun! Juz us 3 gerls out to JB.. me, Faezah and K.Ninie... Enjoy giler beb!! We spent the whole day at City Square.. Eating, shopping, watching movies and looking out for cute guys.. hahaha..

And we saw Aide Iskandar while we were having our so called "second lunch" at Secret Recipe.. K.Ninie and Faezah went crazie and screamed when I asked "eh.. tu Aide Iskandar eh?" hahhaa.. terperanjat mak skejap.. hahhaa.. And me and K.ninie went over to him to ask for an autograph.. Actually K.ninie yg semangat berkobar2 sungguh.. leaving behind dearest Faezah alone to order the food.. Kesian member kene tinggal.. And stupid us.. we forgotten to bring along the digicam.. Sheesh.. tu lah excited beruk sangat.. Kan dah melepas..

Actually we have several chances to take pics wif him but we blew the chances over and over and over again.. wahhaa.. But atleast we get to wave at him over and over and over again.. and he waved back to us over and over and over again.. hahaha..

We watch an Indonesian movie titled "TENTANG DIA ".. The storyline is abit slow but nevertheless I still lurve the movie.. Very touching.. You ppl out there shd watch it.. The language.. Fuuyooh.. I juz love to watch Indonesian movies coz they use beautiful phrases to describe their feelings.. The main actor is very cute.. haha.. Faezah and K.Ninie kept giggling whenever he appears on the screen..

Well.. looking forward to more outings this holiday.. I can die of boredom sitting at home..

oh ya.. Jet made this video specially for Mother's Day.. Bravo Jet.. I simply lurve it.. Dun mind me ar showing it to my viewers huh..hehe..

Its raining!!

2005-04-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

Oh Gosh! Oh Gosh!

Its finally raining!! Hurray!! I'm lurving it very much.. *running ard like some crazee woman*

Its been so darn hot the past few days.. I kept sweating.. Even wen I'm sleeping, I still sweat.. And the darn aircon had to breakdown at the the very crucial timing.. shucks..

But all that doesn't matter rite now coz ITS RAINING!!! woohooo!!!

And so we did have a very nice little party for dearest ibu.. juz us.. Well I made the effort to buy the gifts and cake.. Nak harapkan my bros and ayah.. jgn haraplah...

I bought for her a tudung (thx to pipin i got a discount.. phew.. hahaha) and cordless steam iron.. haha.. a typical gift for a full-time house mum.. very the useful tau.. haha.. now she must ironed all our clothes.. hahaha.. rabakz... But she simply lurve it.. Too bad my uncle borrowed my digicam.. if not I can post ibu's very very enthusiastic face when she wanted to unwrap the gifts.. cute!!

I LURVE THE RAIN!!

lalalalalalalalalala...

For Ibu...

2005-04-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

Ibu, I love you

For all that you do.

I'll kiss you and hug you

'Cause you love me, too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU!!!

ADIK LURVE YOU VERY MUCH!!

DM sux..

2005-04-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

Yes! As expected.. I failed my Discrete Mathematics.. Oh.. Wat the hell.. Wat do you expect.. How can I expect to pass when the paper is empty.. haha.. Yeah.. You read it rite.. I leave the paper totally blank.. well except for a few scribbles here and there.. Notes that irrelevant to DM at all.. hahaha.. I dun even noe where I got all those theories from.. Oh well.. Wat's done been done.. We can't turn back time.. And so.. Be prepared zaida.. to face the ultimate challenge once again.. DM!! here I come..

As for the rest of my modules.. fuuh.. I manage to pull thru!!!! Hurray for dat!! Now I'm looking forward to great outings wif frens now that I've got no more worries.. well except for my weekly IAP reports dat I will have to submit.. which ehem ehem.. I still have not started yet.. hehehe..

And so yesterday was nice.. A small get together with the poly mates.. Farah cldn't turn up and I think we forget to invite Kelly along.. hehehe.. So it was only me, Jet, Leena and Beng.. Slacked at Delifrance Taka.. Did a lot of catching up.. Hillarious stories bout our IAP.. I guess I'm the only one having a roll of a time for my IAP.. Makan Here, Makan There! "Wash eye" Here, "Wash eye" There.. whahaha.. They were seriously envy of me.. whahaha.. Can't wait for our nxt "meeting".. Dis time.. Dearest Farah.. You must attend!! We all miss you!! and... sumbody MUST remind us to invite Kelly along.. hahaha..

Okay.. Now I'm bored!!!

Okay Aisha.. I'm juz kidding.. hahaa.. Jgn panik eh sayang!! hahaha.. Hanya bergurau senda aje.. Takkan lah kite nak suruh anda belikan kite bendealah tu.. Mahal siak.. Tapi kalau anda nak "bendelah" ehem ehem tu.. Ouh.. blh.. blh skali.. Nanti kite tolong awak *hint hint* kan org tu eh.. wakakaka.. Jgn cabar kite.. Kite pantang dicabar tau.. hahaha.. nak yg mane? nak yg *toot*(u noe wat i mean bendealah tu lah.. takkan tak tau..) ke? atau nak yg *shine-shine* ke?.. hahaha..

Okie I'm done.. Gonna start "WORK" now.. Aiseyman... padahal2... haha..

tick tock tick tock

2005-04-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

Damn.. I can't open my eyes.. I'm so dead sleepy.. Believe it or not.. I'm writing this entry with my eyes closed.. Haha.. Yaya only lah zaida.. I noe Farah must be laughing and say "LIAR!!".. haha.. coz she noes that I can't type without looking at the keyboard.. haha.. But I did close my eyes.. nah.. actually an eye only..

Countdown to 6pm.. Haiz.. It seems like forever to wait till the the clock strikes 6pm.. Check! One and half hour more before I can get my ass out of this office.. Its seems that the time stood still sitting in the office with nothing to do at all.. I've been staring at the screen from 9am up till now.. I dun even noe wat else to do now.. And furthermore its so freaking cold in the office..

I supposed i can be very very fair werking here for the nxt 5 mths if not for my part-time job in Sentosa.. Imagine dis.. Leaving the house early in the morning even before the sun rises, take the bus, mrt, all the way to changi, stay indoor thruout the day w/o even seeing the sun, take back the mrt, by the time I reaches home, its already nite time.. ishk. I didn't even get to see the sun.. shucks.. Now I very much appreaciate my job in Sentosa.. Coz it gives me the chance stand under the sun.. whahaha..

Anyway I intend to fast for this whole week.. but today is an exception coz Ibu didn't woke me up for Sahur... hehehe.. So starting frm tmrw, I'll start fasting.. hehe.. Ape Farah??.. kau asyik ketawakan aku je.. yelah.. yelah.. bsk nanti aku start lah..

Aik??!! One more to go.. anyway I enjoyed reading Nelle's blog.. She kept rambling and rambling bout her life at werk.. Well Nelle... You are not alone!! We're with you.. We are suffering too.. I can't wait to get back to school.. Intend to go out with the slackers on wed.. Gonna watch Guess Who.. I miss the gerls.. So see u gerls on wed!!

This Sat gonna be exactly 40days Yayi left us.. I truly miss him.. There'll be a kenduri at Wak Wahid's house.. So I supposed I'm going to take the day off on dat day.. So aisha, if u guys wanna go out on dat day.. Go ahead.. But I dun feel like werking on sun too.. Hmm.. Nvm.. I've the whole week to think it over..

45 more mins!! I must pack up now!! so later when the clock strikes 6pm.. I will be the 1st to get the hell outta here.. i must hurry home today coz there is ugama later tonite.. Ustaz already commented on us for always PONTENG-ing.. haha.. so.. chow romano...

ps: the hint2 below is for AISHA only.. hahaha.. now and then she always keep on hinting at me.. so now its my turn.. aisha.. psst.. psst.. paham2 aje lah.. hahaha.. I'll reply to ur mail soon...

Puma Mania

2005-04-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS BABY!! Haiz.. Bile ni nak dpt gaji??!! Aku dah seriously pokai ni..

PS: *Hint hint* nxt mth my bday!! hahahaha..